honest bones

i don’t believe that you have ever cared
for me. your words say what i want to hear,
but then your actions tell me what i fear.
oh you, my love, have made me scared.
i never know what to expect when you
go off, and never know how i will act.
you make me feel like it’s a heart i lacked,
but you, you were without a heart, it’s true.
no heart, no love, no honest bone inside
that chamber you will call your chest, and claim
it hurts you more than i. and i will feel
like you were best and i was worst, no pride.
you know the only thing i felt was blame.
so leave, cause now i need some time to heal.