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sometimes i think i'm wrong
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scoff wrote:
yeah like when i think back on my past work experience + the fact that i got scolded yesterday
i never seem to be able to keep a job? i haven't been fired yet but god knows it's about to come
i know why
i'm a lazy ass bitch, that's why
and when something feels like a pain in the ass to actually do and complete, and it's so fucking boring, i just... don't. it feels like some kind of fire in my brain and in my body?

so that's how lazy and stupid i am

how's your lives? 
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Date: 17-01-2020 23:45
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scoff wrote:
I mean it's actually real fucked up how I can be this lazy? I was raised to do what it takes to get what needs done done, yet I just fail every time because... I'm a 90s baby? I don't know. I often think that NOW is the time I'm gonna get organized, I'm gonna be healthy, I'm gonna do my job properly, I'm gonna hand back my books  to the library on time, pay my bills on time, cancel the subscriptions that I never use but... here I am, right? And I just got a paper in the mail, a physical fucking paper, that I've forgotten to hand in a book that should've been handed in a month ago. I also got a reminder + a fee because I apparently forgot to pay a bill in december. So, life's wonderful. Imma have some fries.
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Date: 17-01-2020 23:47
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scoff wrote:
Sometimes I think maybe bf and my mom aren't wrong when they say there's something mentally wrong with me for real and that they're not joking.

I need to cancel those subscriptions tomorrow. 
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Date: 17-01-2020 23:48
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uhyre wrote:
i dunno abot u but for me that a big fat adhd mood
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Date: 17-01-2020 23:51
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scoff wrote:
mikkelrev wrote:
i dunno abot u but for me that a big fat adhd mood
that's what they say i obviously suffer from but nah, i don't feel that
i study this shit and people with adhd usually get, uhm difficulties when they enter middle school if not before that but i've always done great aside from all those adult stuff i've had to do since about 16 so
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Date: 17-01-2020 23:53
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scoff wrote:
so this is what i have to do tomorrow:

1. write the last ten pages of my home exam. very important.
2. go to the library and hand back that fucking book.
3. cancel subscriptions
4. pay cats' insurance 
5. laundry
6. m o t h e r f u c k i n g sleep for about 5k hours because i've been and i am tired as fucking HELL
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Date: 17-01-2020 23:55
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scoff wrote:
Sometimes I like to imagine what life would be like if I could just study for the rest of my life but still have a lot of money? I think it would be good af. I'm bad at working, but - believe it or not -  I am very good at writing nice home exams and essays despite doing it last minute. That's my talent right there. Too bad it doesn't have a lot of use out in real life later on, right? If it did, maybe I'd become a billionaire. Or if I was good at math. I'm not good at math.
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Date: 17-01-2020 23:59
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uhyre wrote:
scoff wrote:
mikkelrev wrote:
i dunno abot u but for me that a big fat adhd mood
that's what they say i obviously suffer from but nah, i don't feel that
i study this shit and people with adhd usually get, uhm difficulties when they enter middle school if not before that but i've always done great aside from all those adult stuff i've had to do since about 16 so
i mean the lived experience of a lot of people with adhd is that the crash doesnt really come until independence is in the picture, it all depends
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Date: 18-01-2020 00:03
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scoff wrote:
mikkelrev wrote:
scoff wrote:
mikkelrev wrote:
i dunno abot u but for me that a big fat adhd mood
that's what they say i obviously suffer from but nah, i don't feel that
i study this shit and people with adhd usually get, uhm difficulties when they enter middle school if not before that but i've always done great aside from all those adult stuff i've had to do since about 16 so
i mean the lived experience of a lot of people with adhd is that the crash doesnt really come until independence is in the picture, it all depends
well i never crashed, i actually get on and nothing ever gets seriously bad
and that's a good thing
i handle life and stuff, you know? 

still scared i'll ALWAYS get fired tho
i need to work on that
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Date: 18-01-2020 00:04
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