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soooo I owe you guys an explanation after not saying anything and selling all my items!
honestly.. where do I start? lmao
❥ I quitted school right after I joined VP in may 2015 (that's the first sign that this wasn't good for me)
❥ some of you may know,, back in april-may 2016 I told kaj that I was going to quit and he made a thread about it and all that shit. I came back in may 2016 tho.
the reason was because I didn't follow one of the designer rules -> it's not allowed to copy and paste from real pictures (and I did that back then) and it was a lot of drama
❥ I'M FUCKING KAJ RIGHT NOW, SO THIS THREAD WILL MAY BE DELETED
yes, kaj was such a fan of my work he used to give me some REAL money for using my designs! I also got a lot more than other badged members got! But Kim and Kaj didn't trust me anymore after I came back after the copy-paste scandal so they denied to pay me for more designs so I practically only made competition sets since then to fuck them.
I've lied a lot about my health. I've slept on my adhd medicine so I could only sleep 3-4 hours to wake up again and design all day. Everyone told me "take care of yourself" (my mom too, sadly)
A lot of days I forgot to eat because I was so lost and using adhd medicine.
❥ I spent the WHOLE summer 2016 inside... designing for VP
❥ I used to love the nature and walk outside, but I stopped going outside after I started playing VP
❥ I HAVE NO SELF CONTROL
❥ I'M 18 FOR FUCKCREJKFEKR
I should move on in life
❥ THIS SITE IS THE ONLY THING THAT IS DRAGGING ME BACK TO MY DEPRESSION
yea.. you got the idea now I guess?
OKAY SO NOW THAT'S THE MOST NEGATIVE PART OF THIS IS TOLD
let's move on..
This site has been very positive to me too!
I've improved my drawing skills, my english, my social skills and much more
thanks to you guys!!!!! >:]]]]]]
I've learned a lot and many of you have inspired me SO FUCKING MUCH it's insane!
I hope I've inspired some of you guys too
It's been an amazing ride
so many talented, nice, annoying, inspiring people!!!
I'm not good at expressing myself, so this thank you message is very short
I'm sorry
❥
Thanks to all teams for supporting me!
Thanks to ALE for being the best person ever.. and I'm happy to leave this dark hole with you!!
Thanks to ALL my friends
thanks to the designer team because we are the lovliest team on this site and VP is FUCKED without us
I feel like saying thanks to so many people, but It's hard lmao..
I probably forgot 50% of what I was going to write in this post
if you want to follow me on social media:
INSTAGRAM - @Ratskeleton
TUMBLR
honestly.. where do I start? lmao
❥ I quitted school right after I joined VP in may 2015 (that's the first sign that this wasn't good for me)
❥ some of you may know,, back in april-may 2016 I told kaj that I was going to quit and he made a thread about it and all that shit. I came back in may 2016 tho.
the reason was because I didn't follow one of the designer rules -> it's not allowed to copy and paste from real pictures (and I did that back then) and it was a lot of drama
❥ I'M FUCKING KAJ RIGHT NOW, SO THIS THREAD WILL MAY BE DELETED
yes, kaj was such a fan of my work he used to give me some REAL money for using my designs! I also got a lot more than other badged members got! But Kim and Kaj didn't trust me anymore after I came back after the copy-paste scandal so they denied to pay me for more designs so I practically only made competition sets since then to fuck them.
I've lied a lot about my health. I've slept on my adhd medicine so I could only sleep 3-4 hours to wake up again and design all day. Everyone told me "take care of yourself" (my mom too, sadly)
A lot of days I forgot to eat because I was so lost and using adhd medicine.
❥ I spent the WHOLE summer 2016 inside... designing for VP
❥ I used to love the nature and walk outside, but I stopped going outside after I started playing VP
❥ I HAVE NO SELF CONTROL
❥ I'M 18 FOR FUCKCREJKFEKR
I should move on in life
❥ THIS SITE IS THE ONLY THING THAT IS DRAGGING ME BACK TO MY DEPRESSION
yea.. you got the idea now I guess?
OKAY SO NOW THAT'S THE MOST NEGATIVE PART OF THIS IS TOLD
let's move on..
This site has been very positive to me too!
I've improved my drawing skills, my english, my social skills and much more
thanks to you guys!!!!! >:]]]]]]
I've learned a lot and many of you have inspired me SO FUCKING MUCH it's insane!
I hope I've inspired some of you guys too
It's been an amazing ride
so many talented, nice, annoying, inspiring people!!!
I'm not good at expressing myself, so this thank you message is very short
I'm sorry
❥
Thanks to all teams for supporting me!
Thanks to ALE for being the best person ever.. and I'm happy to leave this dark hole with you!!
Thanks to ALL my friends
thanks to the designer team because we are the lovliest team on this site and VP is FUCKED without us
I feel like saying thanks to so many people, but It's hard lmao..
I probably forgot 50% of what I was going to write in this post
if you want to follow me on social media:
INSTAGRAM - @Ratskeleton
TUMBLR