wug wrote:
PixSkata wrote:
tbh, it's fucking heart achingly sad...
But I'm still thankful that my mother hasn't died from her final cancer yet.
That I don't live on the street anymore.
That my little sister hasn't died from ITP.
Really I'm thankful as hell for those things.
Even If finding my dead boyfriend still breaks my heart...
And I'm not okay, but at least I'm trying and doing my best.
We can never do anything but our bests. What our best is, is naturally individual. It requires a lot of strength to come out "on top" of such situations. I hope, regardless of what happens, that it in the end will "pay off". That might have sounded cynical, but experience is what make us stronger, it is shit in the beginning and for some for a long time, but ultimately we become stronger and more fit for the next challenge in our lives.
Snusmumrikken wrote:
@Snusmumrikken PixSkata wrote:
I don't even have words for how traumatic that is... But hospitals and + (at least) 4-5 years of therapy has helped, but sometimes the pain is just to much... And I can't even handle it, I don't know what to do tbh....
And think of he's poor family... They'll never be the same... < // 3
I really try to grow from it all, but it's real painful and I wish he's parents still had him on this earth...
I wish we all did...
: ( That's sadI don't even have words for how traumatic that is... But hospitals and + (at least) 4-5 years of therapy has helped, but sometimes the pain is just to much... And I can't even handle it, I don't know what to do tbh....
And think of he's poor family... They'll never be the same... < // 3
I really try to grow from it all, but it's real painful and I wish he's parents still had him on this earth...
I wish we all did...
tbh, it's fucking heart achingly sad...
But I'm still thankful that my mother hasn't died from her final cancer yet.
That I don't live on the street anymore.
That my little sister hasn't died from ITP.
Really I'm thankful as hell for those things.
Even If finding my dead boyfriend still breaks my heart...
And I'm not okay, but at least I'm trying and doing my best.