vex wrote:
oof this is getting complicated for me recently
i grew up christian (even tho my parents are atheists) and somehow was kinda religious as a child. im not really sure how this happened tbh. i just asked my parents if i can go to christian schooling every week an they were like .. yeah ok ... f u want to ... and even got up early every sonday for me to go to church lol.
i was pretty sure that there must be a god, but i never knew really why i thought so, i just firmly did.
later in life i lost that firm unfounded belief that there must be some deiety and decided that im an atheist too, but since my father died i feel like i get some comfort from religion again sooo ... idk at this point. does a god exist? i dont know, but i sure like the comfort of my father living peacefully in heaven now