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ET: 2020 Sucks! The Dress Up
Exile
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Exile wrote:
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Date: 29-12-2020 02:17
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Archangel wrote:
At the beginning of 2020 I was gifted a weekend trip with my mother to Krakow, as my birthdy gift. The appartment and flight tickets were booked for April and we were so exited for our mother-daughter trip 


. . .

Now, at the end of 2020, I am so exhausted of everything. There have been too much to deal with this year and I haven't had enough up's to cover the down's.. and I also gained 30kg

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Date: 29-12-2020 02:57
Sirenita
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sirenita wrote:
how it started  /  how it's going

          
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Date: 29-12-2020 03:32
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ellem wrote:
OBS u definitely don’t have to read the first part it’s just a recap of 2020 eh <3 it’s too long I know omg 


Okay so my 2020 actually started out kinda okay, I had an awesome hair color, got a job, went to a school I really enjoyed and apparently had some sort of talent within my field according to my teachers and I went on a trip to see my friend in the UK, I started dating this lad that later turned out to be my now ex boyfriend, my very first relationship. It was an amazing start to a chaotic year. Now I’m kinda bitter about how the year both continued and ended but.. it did have a good start, maybe one of my best years so far, judging from the first few months. I have grown a lot this year, I’ve, even tho I’m 20, had my first love, my first real heartbreak, I’ve gotten fired, I’ve started a new school that I still haven’t been to because of COVID and.. I’ve lost contact with most humans that isn’t my closest family. This all sounds so depressing omg but, I was actually that despise all of that it has been a pretty okay year! I have grown, I lived in another town for a while, I started taking care of my skin and hair recently and.. I feel kinda okay. Aaaaaand I’m getting a cat next week, also a big step for me as it’s my very first pet and very first.. almost real responsibility? Like I will have to feed her and bathe her and.. I think it’ll be good. And I think this year was important for me, even tho it was crap a lot of the time. I’ve kind off grown up and actually started to become an adult. Anyway didn’t mean for this to get so long omg I’m sorry for telling you my whole year but... this is kind of backstory to my looks I guess??? Idk mate. 

anyway these are as close as I can get to recreating myself EXCEPT I had bangs with the pink hair too but.. didn’t have a good hair in the right shade of pink so.. this was almost the exact shade I started of this year with but wrong style I guess

beginning of 2020:

end of 2020:

two good looks I’d say buuuuuuut I’ve gotten like... more goth I guess which I liiike, I’ve started to dare to wear what I want more this last year 
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Date: 29-12-2020 06:08
Krystle
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Krystle wrote:
Start of 2020
Blooming
The end of 2019 and start of 2020 was a great time for me. I felt more confident about myself, started becoming a little more outgoing and social. I also went out a lot and dressed up a lot. The start of the year was one of the best I've had and been.


End of 2020
Withering
These last few months have been really tough. I just feel really bad about myself and  lost all confidence. I'm probably at the lowest I've ever been.

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Date: 29-12-2020 06:33
Junia
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Junia wrote:
It didn’t sucked for me.
my life changed for the better:
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Date: 29-12-2020 07:10
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Date: 29-12-2020 07:20
Talent
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talent wrote:
used duchess' wd

    

im still me. havent done a lot of evolving this year. everything seems a lot darker...... i feel really stuck in a lot of ways................. and im losin my touch with reality a little bit.......... but at least i changed my hair up so i have that going for me
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Date: 29-12-2020 17:59 | Times changed: 1
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Felixia wrote:
Start of the year:
I was a converse scene queen
I was "normal", and everything was actually fine! <33
I had a lot of fun going to concerts almost every weekend.
My looks were always on point and I had control over what felt like the whole world! 


The end of the year:
I turned into a demonia scene/goth and got split hair!
I become psychotic and is trying to hide myself and so people dont realize the world of a damn mess in living in. (I do get help and medication, no worries bout that <333) But I isolated myself and lost friends bc Im scared that they'd find me weird or that they'd find out what's going on in my brain. Not bc of corona
I bought a new jacket for the first time in years. Which was a big move, since my old jacket was my comfort/safety when I was outside my apartment.

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Date: 29-12-2020 19:04
Aeipathy
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Aeipathy wrote:
Start of 2020:
At the start of 2020, I began my second semester of college. My classes got frustrating sometimes, but generally I was pretty happy. I had a few friends in my classes, and I was excited to talk to the cute theater boy in my English class. My style was usually plain and I didn't like my appearance. I was starting to lose weight though, and I was happy to start seeing results. I got to travel a bit in January, and that was really nice. Things seemed promising for the new year. 


End of 2020:
Now, all of my classes are online and I am very sad. The last half of my second semester was a lot harder than the first half, and I never spoke to cute theater boy, or any of the other people from those classes, again. My third semester was even worse, and I barely had a second to breathe. My motivation plummeted and I got much more anxious. The presidential election & the murders of George Floyd and Breonna Taylor started the downfall of my relationships with all of my family members, and although I was never close to any of my relatives, I am very secluded from them now. On the bright side, I lost around 80 pounds, gained a lot of confidence, and I finally feel comfortable enough to wear whatever I want. I wear a lot of pink and white, plaid skirts, and cardigans. My hair has grown much longer. I was also able to maintain my 4.0 GPA, and in the middle of the year, I received a scholarship that will pay the rest of my tuition until I graduate with my associates. Overall, 2020 caused a lot of pain and problems, but it did give me some good, which I'm thankful for.
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Date: 29-12-2020 22:42
Aeipathy
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Aeipathy wrote:
oh rip, my text color changed partway through
too lazy to fix that rn

also sorry the text was so long haha
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Date: 29-12-2020 23:57
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hotshot wrote:
how it started [almost 0 stress, problems, playing games like all the time)
how is it going [what i have now: new style i like it tbh, my relationship with brother got better,
but also gained around 9kg, social anxiety grown and depression] 


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Date: 30-12-2020 00:19
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Arachne wrote:
MY 2O2O


I started this year pretty good, better than what I usually did. I thought this year was going to be different, and in a way, I was right.

Although everything that has been happening around the world, this year has been the best year for me personally. I have grown in many ways and I have done major steps in therapy and doing better than ever mentally.

2020 was a 10 year mark since a very tramatic thing happened to me and I thought it was going to destroy me but I managed through and I couldn't be more proud of myself.

I've stopped (for the most part) to belittle myself, I'm no longer depressed and I got engaged this year to the love of my life!

The black color represents the hatred towards myself and my depression. But as you can see, already in the beginning of the year the "good" (aka the gold) started to shine through. 12 months later and I'm almost completely golden baby 🌟
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Date: 30-12-2020 08:57
Saudade
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Saudade wrote:
Loving the outfits so far!!! & I’m so proud of everyone who has come so far in just a year ❤️
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Date: 30-12-2020 19:38
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daijuwi wrote:
Beginning of 2020

It was okay honestly. We had to 
move to another state. I didn't
know myself, I hated how I had to                                                 
leave my friends. I was very insecure
about my appearance. I was also
doing pretty well in school.
                                                                                                   





Last days of 2020
I didn't have a problem with moving
because i thought id be meeting
new people. But it was terrible.
Been here for 10 months and
I don't know anyone. I moved on
from some people, and worked
on myself. Gained so much confidence :)
But school now is terrible,
and just thinking about it they 
are very inconsiderate when it 
comes to the mental health
of their students. 
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Date: 30-12-2020 22:23 | Times changed: 4
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