hmm wrote:Hauru wrote:hmm wrote:
okay let's do a love reading on you dear hauru
hell yeah can you ask them if im aroace, straight or lesbian ???????????
omg i should've seen this before finishing your reading but maybe it kinda relates to it....
okay well i first pulled the knight of pentacles which like many other cards it just represents diligence... i pulled a clarification one because i'm not entirely sure how it's meant to be interpreted in love. ahhh i pulled judgement, a card that's apparently meant to represent introspection and evaluation? so it all makes a lot more sense
from what i'm getting here, whatever doubts and questions you may have about yourself and your worth as someone in a relationship must be worked through. i see you having realizations about yourself that will benefit you outside of love, because despite you seeking that, it might not be what you truly need to really see the value in yourself..
however, my second card was the empress, which apparently represents sensuality and femininity... even though this could relate to a relationship, i still don't feel it for you... i do think if you end up being more aligned with yourself and understanding yourself better, it could result in a good relationship, but!
the third card i pulled was the ten of swords, which is not a good omen.. painful endings, betrayal, wounds, etc. i don't necessarily see this definitively happening for you, i think this would only happen in the scenario that you don't work on yourself before getting into a relationship. frustrating message i know but things will not work out in your favour and might leave you even more wounded than you already were before.
overall i don't think love is what you need right now, being focused on yourself seems to grant you more fulfillment (related to the empress) than a "spontaneous" relationship might (related to the ten of swords). again i think this might frustrate you as perhaps you're someone who believes has a great degree of self awareness, but you're not meant to be self-aware in the self-critical sense, you're supposed to see yourself in a more positive light.
sorry if the wording/meaning is convoluted ;_;
wow hmm you might be gifted bcs im actually struggling with that the most