Aske wrote:glowed wrote:Aske wrote:
i dont know, i wasnt able to see a doctor when i was sick and apparently i can't get it confirmed without making myself sick on purpose for a prolonged amount of time so i guess ill just never know
oh wow ???
my autoimmune disease is characterized by flare ups and I was hospitalized a while ago with the purpose of determining what’s up, but I didn’t have a flare up during that time so all my tests came back fine 😭 that, however, helped them determine that it’s recurring flare ups and not something like rheumatoid arthritis that is always present and that deteriorates your body over time. but I was so so scared they’d send me home without a diagnosis because on paper everything seemed fine yet I was in pain all the time.
I hope you’re not in too much pain and that they manage to figure out what’s up ): in the meantime you can try and figure out what causes your flare ups/sickness and do your best to avoid high stress situations, though that’s hard in this present day
oh man that sounds so tough, im glad you got an answer, but id imagine its a very heavy answer to get. i wish i had anything useful to say, other than that i hope you find ways to manage it as best you can. and its ok to not be ok, sometimes life really just sucks
whether its autoimmune (celiac) or not honestly doesnt make a big difference to me, it would have been good to know, but it doesnt change how i have to go about it, im very much gluten intolerant either way. it has complicated my life in ways i wouldnt have foreseen, but i feel truly fortunate that its something that can be kept in check as long as i dont trigger it.
i get microdosed all the time tho, because our kitchen is a contaminated hellscape, and every surface area is covered with flour at all times. but i can handle it, its not too much. and i remember how bad it can get, i genuinely thought i was a dead (wo)man, so the fraction of it that im dealing with now doesnt feel as severe
at least i hope that the microdosing is whats causing my current issues lol, it would be so uncool if its something else, and im just ignoring it because i thnk i have it all figured out and the doctor told me to have some fish oil and get a job
I had no idea celiac was classified as autoimmune omg but that does make sense!