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hi 3 DEAD THREAD GO TO HI 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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fujiwara wrote:
whydoiexist wrote:
fujiwara wrote:
whydoiexist wrote:
im angry
why sweetie whats up[
mother
do u want 2 talk abt it : ( 
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devilcake wrote:
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Yeah 😭😭 I’ve taken the money hit once or twice for not coming because I just feel too mentally unwell it’s very annoying

this year I’m strategically paying for my expensive meds this month though so I will get cheaper when I show up at least
I hope I will reach money limit soon but probably not cus next appointment is in a month, so if it continues like that it will take forever
Yeah with like once a month appointments I never hit the limit tbh but now that I take one really expensive med I probably will so then I can go to doctor however much I want lol… silver lining I guess
My dad pays my appointments for me cus im usually too poor cus I have spent my money on other crap 😭 but I don't like having him pay so often so I try to pay what I can myself. I paid for medication myself but it was just like 170kr or smth for the cheaper option and I got 100 pills
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siXsiXsiX wrote:
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siXsiXsiX wrote:
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This is the only reason I show up to therapy tbh, 400kr if I show up but also 400kr if I don't show up so 😭 if I will receive no monetary consequences for not showing up somewehere I will not show up
i hope u feel that it motivates u to go there and that it gives u something.. 
No it gives me nothing but I got meds for the first time after appointment at monday at least so mby that will help, now my stomach just hurts instead
how many times have you been there? cause i know it doesn't feel like anyting at the beginning.
and maybe not even for the last time you're there. but still. it has helped me. even tho i didn't see it. and not that what they said helped. they didn't even feel real. and i felt like they did nothing. but i met myself.. and that helped
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whydoiexist wrote:
send vampire outfit inspo
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whydoiexist wrote:
fujiwara wrote:
whydoiexist wrote:
fujiwara wrote:
why sweetie whats up[
mother
do u want 2 talk abt it : ( 
no
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whydoiexist wrote:
i have 4 wips wtf
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Oooh yes looks similar and similar price too! Please give review when you get hmhm
I got it for less than 300 for 30ml so that was verai nice. But I feel like it will smell similar to the vanille banane and vanille café ones I have from same brand probably, very vanilla, hopefully more chocolate than vanilla but im not hopeful abt that
Oooh it’s the same brand as the banani? Hmm yes it seems they have a lot of vanilla ones so probably will smell vanilla help… I wouldn’t mind but I hope for your sake less vanilla
Tbh the vanilla in the vanilla banana one is fine cus it fits with banana, but I hope the chocolate one is more like chocolate milky than vanilla. Also hope ots not gross yucky chocolate
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fujiwara wrote:
whydoiexist wrote:
fujiwara wrote:
whydoiexist wrote:
mother
do u want 2 talk abt it : ( 
no
i will just hug u then !!! what will u be doing? are u studying 
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whydoiexist wrote:
whydoiexist wrote:
send vampire outfit inspo
or valentines dress inspo
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whydoiexist wrote:
fujiwara wrote:
whydoiexist wrote:
fujiwara wrote:
do u want 2 talk abt it : ( 
no
i will just hug u then !!! what will u be doing? are u studying 
im gonna design
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whydoiexist wrote:
thats the plan for the next 5 minutes at least
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fujiwara wrote:
whydoiexist wrote:
i have 4 wips wtf
me too : ) should we design 2getjer/....
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Skin wrote:
siXsiXsiX wrote:
Skin wrote:
siXsiXsiX wrote:
i hope u feel that it motivates u to go there and that it gives u something.. 
No it gives me nothing but I got meds for the first time after appointment at monday at least so mby that will help, now my stomach just hurts instead
how many times have you been there? cause i know it doesn't feel like anyting at the beginning.
and maybe not even for the last time you're there. but still. it has helped me. even tho i didn't see it. and not that what they said helped. they didn't even feel real. and i felt like they did nothing. but i met myself.. and that helped
Idk many times, done nothing except I feel worse tbh but. I just said to them ok this not gonna work can I try meds instead pls, I can not brain wash myself into being happy

I've been in therapy or getting diagnosis stuff like 5+ times before too since 10 years ago, and I've only gotten worse and worse during that time so I think my brain just broken or smth 
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SiXsiXsiX
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siXsiXsiX wrote:
Skin wrote:
siXsiXsiX wrote:
Skin wrote:
No it gives me nothing but I got meds for the first time after appointment at monday at least so mby that will help, now my stomach just hurts instead
how many times have you been there? cause i know it doesn't feel like anyting at the beginning.
and maybe not even for the last time you're there. but still. it has helped me. even tho i didn't see it. and not that what they said helped. they didn't even feel real. and i felt like they did nothing. but i met myself.. and that helped
Idk many times, done nothing except I feel worse tbh but. I just said to them ok this not gonna work can I try meds instead pls, I can not brain wash myself into being happy

I've been in therapy or getting diagnosis stuff like 5+ times before too since 10 years ago, and I've only gotten worse and worse during that time so I think my brain just broken or smth 
i sorta feel you. they put me to see psychiatrists when i was 14.. i remember nothing of that time
then i got older. remember nothing
and yes all felt worse. i quit all. i tied meds wheni was 16 for four months.. hated it. and then i thought i will go cold turkey. and did. until  turned 24 and thought i would off myself.. that's when i thought. okay if i'm ready to die, i might aswell try meds, other meds, for another time. if it's bad, i die like feel like i want to
but it really did help. like fuck i could be dead? and i never wanted to be. but my fucking head had it's own thoughts. so i'm so fucking grateful for being here today..

and i might have a diagnisis as well, i just didn't want to know i was diffrent when i was little, so declined. but now i know it will only help me live. and work in favour for me. beside what i've been doing
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Date: 10-01-2024 18:02
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Skin wrote:
siXsiXsiX wrote:
Skin wrote:
siXsiXsiX wrote:
how many times have you been there? cause i know it doesn't feel like anyting at the beginning.
and maybe not even for the last time you're there. but still. it has helped me. even tho i didn't see it. and not that what they said helped. they didn't even feel real. and i felt like they did nothing. but i met myself.. and that helped
Idk many times, done nothing except I feel worse tbh but. I just said to them ok this not gonna work can I try meds instead pls, I can not brain wash myself into being happy

I've been in therapy or getting diagnosis stuff like 5+ times before too since 10 years ago, and I've only gotten worse and worse during that time so I think my brain just broken or smth 
i sorta feel you. they put me to see psychiatrists when i was 14.. i remember nothing of that time
then i got older. remember nothing
and yes all felt worse. i quit all. i tied meds wheni was 16 for four months.. hated it. and then i thought i will go cold turkey. and did. until  turned 24 and thought i would off myself.. that's when i thought. okay if i'm ready to die, i might aswell try meds, other meds, for another time. if it's bad, i die like feel like i want to
but it really did help. like fuck i could be dead? and i never wanted to be. but my fucking head had it's own thoughts. so i'm so fucking grateful for being here today..

and i might have a diagnisis as well, i just didn't want to know i was diffrent when i was little, so declined. but now i know it will only help me live. and work in favour for me. beside what i've been doing
I just have 2 stupid.personality disorders that makes me have depressed personality or smth. My biggest problem isn't being sad cus I don't care about that, its just that I have no energy to do anything at all idk. And my brain can't think. So no school or work or showering or other stuff, no interests except for buying everything I see lol and no personality rlly. I just hope meds will help with motivation or energy or smth but idk
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