Heartbroken wrote:devilcake wrote:Heartbroken wrote:
i can afford it without having to save up, im just. idk i get so weird abt spending so much money on a single thing for myself, i feel bad when i do it, especially when its makeup? it's weird fghdsj
I think that’s fair n not that uncommon but also if you have money n it makes you happy you deserve to get things that make you happy yay!
yes.. i think it stems from when i was a kid i was very good at saving money, especially in comparison to my brother and then when i grew up and got full access to my money and got more depressed i started spending a lot, like i dont wanna think abt how much i spent on pokemon cards giggle.. but it is that temporary joy right, and then when you have it ur like well fuck that was a lot of money
so i think im just scared of falling into that again? but i have a lot more money now than i did then at least
I think it’s prolly pretty reasonable to be afraid of falling back into old patterns yes,,, altho I think also being that aware of it might be a good sign that you’d be able to dial it back better if you think it might happen…. Regardless tho I will always be aggressively reminding you that you deserve tha things that make you happy teehee