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how are u feeling overall right now

i am eh i dont know im finally less overwhelmed by the sudden change of routine after i couldnt go back to uni but stressed over things i still have to do

how are you aside from the 'tism speculations

Thats good to hear matteo if there’s anything i can help you with please let me know. Changes are definitely difficult and take up so much capacity from our energy levels

im doing awful i think my therapist has said some things that dont sit right with me and idk how to bring them up and my therapy is ending in three months and i feel like its too soon im not gonna make it out alive this year without extra support i feel like

thank u auurora ur such a blessing

aah i believe in u i hope u can sort things out with ur therapist, idk how it works with finland but cvan you not just make public health care appointments when needed? when my therapy ended therapist told me to just make new appointment if i needed it

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At the moment all my diagnoses are anxiety disorder, ocd and cptsd sooo maybe its just the combo of them that makes me feel like my brain is on fire all the time

Mine is just stupid aspd and schizoid pd, I tried getting adhd evaluation but I had too good grades apparantly when I was like 14 -_- my brain is on gire too, but at least antidepressants I asked for has made me slightly more functioning like I can read a book now instead of just laying in bed all day staring into space

this is what ahappened to me too absolutely inzayne theyre like uh no ur not strugglin with school and thats all u need in society we dont care about the other stuff bye

I am struggling with school and everything now tho 😭 i have always had super bad executive dysfunction, can't sleep can't think, can't do anything, can't sit still. Problem is my brain is like almost smart so I got ok grades without doing anything (homework etc), but now I can't do anything at all cus I have too much stuff and its too boring and takes too long time like 3 minutes

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At the moment all my diagnoses are anxiety disorder, ocd and cptsd sooo maybe its just the combo of them that makes me feel like my brain is on fire all the time

Mine is just stupid aspd and schizoid pd, I tried getting adhd evaluation but I had too good grades apparantly when I was like 14 -_- my brain is on gire too, but at least antidepressants I asked for has made me slightly more functioning like I can read a book now instead of just laying in bed all day staring into space

Which antidepressants are u on? Glad to hear that they’re working at least a little bit

Fluoxetine 60mg (didn't work at all on smaller doses), but tbh I feel like now it has almost stopped working, it was working for a while but now idk. But they are throwing me out of therapy for lack of motivation, so they won't try any other.meds on me lol

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Mine is just stupid aspd and schizoid pd, I tried getting adhd evaluation but I had too good grades apparantly when I was like 14 -_- my brain is on gire too, but at least antidepressants I asked for has made me slightly more functioning like I can read a book now instead of just laying in bed all day staring into space

this is what ahappened to me too absolutely inzayne theyre like uh no ur not strugglin with school and thats all u need in society we dont care about the other stuff bye

I am struggling with school and everything now tho 😭 i have always had super bad executive dysfunction, can't sleep can't think, can't do anything, can't sit still. Problem is my brain is like almost smart so I got ok grades without doing anything (homework etc), but now I can't do anything at all cus I have too much stuff and its too boring and takes too long time like 3 minutes

yez this exactly situation im in, i talked about this with my bestie the other day cos she thinks shes autistic n we were both very like ... obvious traits audhd as kids but both did rly well n school n all that and now she was like idk why it seems to have gotten way harder now??? n i think its just like,, when u suddenly have way more responsibility it just adds up n ur exhausted n suddenly picking up sock is extra hard because u also have to make dinner but before mom made dinner

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i am eh i dont know im finally less overwhelmed by the sudden change of routine after i couldnt go back to uni but stressed over things i still have to do

how are you aside from the 'tism speculations

Thats good to hear matteo if there’s anything i can help you with please let me know. Changes are definitely difficult and take up so much capacity from our energy levels

im doing awful i think my therapist has said some things that dont sit right with me and idk how to bring them up and my therapy is ending in three months and i feel like its too soon im not gonna make it out alive this year without extra support i feel like

thank u auurora ur such a blessing

aah i believe in u i hope u can sort things out with ur therapist, idk how it works with finland but cvan you not just make public health care appointments when needed? when my therapy ended therapist told me to just make new appointment if i needed it

Ur amazing matteo i believe in u so so so much and send hugs

our systems works in a way where you can apply for therapy from kela (Folkpensionsanstalten) and they cover around 60% of costs per therapy session but this can only be granted for three years maximum which i have already used so if i wanted to continue therapy i would need to pay it all by myself which i cant do at least for a long period of time :/

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I kinda do this too i probably look so weird but its nice to know we’re not alone

My dad does this too lol, esp with mimicking facial expressions on tv. We both looking crazy

My dad is deffo an undiagnosed autistic and thats why im wondering this tism thing

My dad could be autistic I think but like mild, he doesn't seem to struggle at all really, but I think mby if he was born now instead of 1980 he would struggle more, just because of social norms idk. And my sister is getting an adhd evaluation now too 😭 I will like punch her if she gets diagnosis and not me (everyone in psych hates me)

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i feel like ive got good ammunition next time i beg them to look into adhd tho cos now i failed at school n almost got evicted i think that is not high functioning behaviordabs

i think i might also make a list so i get all my points across

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Thats good to hear matteo if there’s anything i can help you with please let me know. Changes are definitely difficult and take up so much capacity from our energy levels

im doing awful i think my therapist has said some things that dont sit right with me and idk how to bring them up and my therapy is ending in three months and i feel like its too soon im not gonna make it out alive this year without extra support i feel like

thank u auurora ur such a blessing

aah i believe in u i hope u can sort things out with ur therapist, idk how it works with finland but cvan you not just make public health care appointments when needed? when my therapy ended therapist told me to just make new appointment if i needed it

Ur amazing matteo i believe in u so so so much and send hugs

our systems works in a way where you can apply for therapy from kela (Folkpensionsanstalten) and they cover around 60% of costs per therapy session but this can only be granted for three years maximum which i have already used so if i wanted to continue therapy i would need to pay it all by myself which i cant do at least for a long period of time :/

wtf thats horrible..i only hear bad things about kela im so sawry i give you big hug.... when herapy over if u ever feel upset come here so i can give u virtual huggie

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Mine is just stupid aspd and schizoid pd, I tried getting adhd evaluation but I had too good grades apparantly when I was like 14 -_- my brain is on gire too, but at least antidepressants I asked for has made me slightly more functioning like I can read a book now instead of just laying in bed all day staring into space

Which antidepressants are u on? Glad to hear that they’re working at least a little bit

Fluoxetine 60mg (didn't work at all on smaller doses), but tbh I feel like now it has almost stopped working, it was working for a while but now idk. But they are throwing me out of therapy for lack of motivation, so they won't try any other.meds on me lol

Ah im sorry to hear that. Sounds like a very difficult situation, hope you get the help you deserve! Trying out tons of meds is so exhausting too so it really sucks if the one u have now doesnt work ugh

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My dad does this too lol, esp with mimicking facial expressions on tv. We both looking crazy

My dad is deffo an undiagnosed autistic and thats why im wondering this tism thing

My dad could be autistic I think but like mild, he doesn't seem to struggle at all really, but I think mby if he was born now instead of 1980 he would struggle more, just because of social norms idk. And my sister is getting an adhd evaluation now too 😭 I will like punch her if she gets diagnosis and not me (everyone in psych hates me)

Oh damn 😭

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this is what ahappened to me too absolutely inzayne theyre like uh no ur not strugglin with school and thats all u need in society we dont care about the other stuff bye

I am struggling with school and everything now tho 😭 i have always had super bad executive dysfunction, can't sleep can't think, can't do anything, can't sit still. Problem is my brain is like almost smart so I got ok grades without doing anything (homework etc), but now I can't do anything at all cus I have too much stuff and its too boring and takes too long time like 3 minutes

yez this exactly situation im in, i talked about this with my bestie the other day cos she thinks shes autistic n we were both very like ... obvious traits audhd as kids but both did rly well n school n all that and now she was like idk why it seems to have gotten way harder now??? n i think its just like,, when u suddenly have way more responsibility it just adds up n ur exhausted n suddenly picking up sock is extra hard because u also have to make dinner but before mom made dinner

Yeah, cus when I lived at home I would eat n stuff. Go to school before everything turned to shit when I was 16. But it would always be.like a bomb went off in my room because everything was thrown everywhere, and I only cleaned like twice a year?? I still struggle with that, but dad is helping me clean once a week. But I can't do school or work at all, its like my brain is shut off nothing works, I read words in book and I just don't understand.

I told therapist I seriously feel like im brain damaged now tho lol, cus thoughts going a thousand but still I cant THINK anymore. She said that was unlikely. I said yeah I don't think im actually brain damaged, but it feels like I am. She said ok but ur probably not. Like ok!! Thanks !!

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devilcake wrote:

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thank u auurora ur such a blessing

aah i believe in u i hope u can sort things out with ur therapist, idk how it works with finland but cvan you not just make public health care appointments when needed? when my therapy ended therapist told me to just make new appointment if i needed it

Ur amazing matteo i believe in u so so so much and send hugs

our systems works in a way where you can apply for therapy from kela (Folkpensionsanstalten) and they cover around 60% of costs per therapy session but this can only be granted for three years maximum which i have already used so if i wanted to continue therapy i would need to pay it all by myself which i cant do at least for a long period of time :/

wtf thats horrible..i only hear bad things about kela im so sawry i give you big hug.... when herapy over if u ever feel upset come here so i can give u virtual huggie

I couldnt agree more, apparently the three years is based on some ”research” that suggests its enough time for most to heal their issues but idk what about us with extremely traumatic lives? Like you can apply for extra kela compensation for like a few years if your illness significantly impacts ur daily function but i doubt i would be granted anything since i have a job and have friends etc