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I am struggling with school and everything now tho 😭 i have always had super bad executive dysfunction, can't sleep can't think, can't do anything, can't sit still. Problem is my brain is like almost smart so I got ok grades without doing anything (homework etc), but now I can't do anything at all cus I have too much stuff and its too boring and takes too long time like 3 minutes

yez this exactly situation im in, i talked about this with my bestie the other day cos she thinks shes autistic n we were both very like ... obvious traits audhd as kids but both did rly well n school n all that and now she was like idk why it seems to have gotten way harder now??? n i think its just like,, when u suddenly have way more responsibility it just adds up n ur exhausted n suddenly picking up sock is extra hard because u also have to make dinner but before mom made dinner

Yeah, cus when I lived at home I would eat n stuff. Go to school before everything turned to shit when I was 16. But it would always be.like a bomb went off in my room because everything was thrown everywhere, and I only cleaned like twice a year?? I still struggle with that, but dad is helping me clean once a week. But I can't do school or work at all, its like my brain is shut off nothing works, I read words in book and I just don't understand.

I told therapist I seriously feel like im brain damaged now tho lol, cus thoughts going a thousand but still I cant THINK anymore. She said that was unlikely. I said yeah I don't think im actually brain damaged, but it feels like I am. She said ok but ur probably not. Like ok!! Thanks !!

i wish my mom would help me clean but also not id be emabrassed....
but yes this is why i got audio book app for school cus brain just cant read the words unless its very specific books but i still procrastinated listening to the audio book version -_-

thats a dumb therapist... why are so many therapists so dumb i dont get it

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i feel like ive got good ammunition next time i beg them to look into adhd tho cos now i failed at school n almost got evicted i think that is not high functioning behaviordabs

i think i might also make a list so i get all my points across

I even went to neuropsychiatrist n he said like we can't be 100% sure so we send u to therapist, but therapist FIRST time I was there was like "I don't think u have adhd at all". N tbh that would be fine, if she explained why she thinks so ? Like huh, why tho. I haven't been able to go to school since I was 15/16, always quit work after literally 2-3 days cus I get so stressed out about having to show up

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Ur amazing matteo i believe in u so so so much and send hugs

our systems works in a way where you can apply for therapy from kela (Folkpensionsanstalten) and they cover around 60% of costs per therapy session but this can only be granted for three years maximum which i have already used so if i wanted to continue therapy i would need to pay it all by myself which i cant do at least for a long period of time :/

wtf thats horrible..i only hear bad things about kela im so sawry i give you big hug.... when herapy over if u ever feel upset come here so i can give u virtual huggie

I couldnt agree more, apparently the three years is based on some ”research” that suggests its enough time for most to heal their issues but idk what about us with extremely traumatic lives? Like you can apply for extra kela compensation for like a few years if your illness significantly impacts ur daily function but i doubt i would be granted anything since i have a job and have friends etc

dis is crazey what research is this ive been metnally ill my whole life they expect it to be gone in 3 years

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devilcake wrote:

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i feel like ive got good ammunition next time i beg them to look into adhd tho cos now i failed at school n almost got evicted i think that is not high functioning behaviordabs

i think i might also make a list so i get all my points across

I even went to neuropsychiatrist n he said like we can't be 100% sure so we send u to therapist, but therapist FIRST time I was there was like "I don't think u have adhd at all". N tbh that would be fine, if she explained why she thinks so ? Like huh, why tho. I haven't been able to go to school since I was 15/16, always quit work after literally 2-3 days cus I get so stressed out about having to show up

lol yeah idk what it is about adhd in public health care but here to its like u go to health central theyre like no go to neuropsych and neurpsych is like go to therapist and therapist is like here are some resources UwU

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yez this exactly situation im in, i talked about this with my bestie the other day cos she thinks shes autistic n we were both very like ... obvious traits audhd as kids but both did rly well n school n all that and now she was like idk why it seems to have gotten way harder now??? n i think its just like,, when u suddenly have way more responsibility it just adds up n ur exhausted n suddenly picking up sock is extra hard because u also have to make dinner but before mom made dinner

Yeah, cus when I lived at home I would eat n stuff. Go to school before everything turned to shit when I was 16. But it would always be.like a bomb went off in my room because everything was thrown everywhere, and I only cleaned like twice a year?? I still struggle with that, but dad is helping me clean once a week. But I can't do school or work at all, its like my brain is shut off nothing works, I read words in book and I just don't understand.

I told therapist I seriously feel like im brain damaged now tho lol, cus thoughts going a thousand but still I cant THINK anymore. She said that was unlikely. I said yeah I don't think im actually brain damaged, but it feels like I am. She said ok but ur probably not. Like ok!! Thanks !!

i wish my mom would help me clean but also not id be emabrassed....
but yes this is why i got audio book app for school cus brain just cant read the words unless its very specific books but i still procrastinated listening to the audio book version -_-

thats a dumb therapist... why are so many therapists so dumb i dont get it

After I started meds, reading book is a little bit easier, but not school book. Problem is I can't remember anything even tho I try to read it 20 times uknow.

Also yes, I feel like I would be good therapist cus im like wow interesting tell me more !! Im good at asking questions and everything. I am a lot smarter than my therapist (no narcissism)

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i wish i had the monety to go to private health care... so fast

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devilcake wrote:

Aphrodite wrote:

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wtf thats horrible..i only hear bad things about kela im so sawry i give you big hug.... when herapy over if u ever feel upset come here so i can give u virtual huggie

I couldnt agree more, apparently the three years is based on some ”research” that suggests its enough time for most to heal their issues but idk what about us with extremely traumatic lives? Like you can apply for extra kela compensation for like a few years if your illness significantly impacts ur daily function but i doubt i would be granted anything since i have a job and have friends etc

dis is crazey what research is this ive been metnally ill my whole life they expect it to be gone in 3 years

RIGHT! kela is the worst institution ive ever come across and doubt ill find anything worse honestly atp (excluding third world countries ofc)

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devilcake wrote:
i wish i had the monety to go to private health care... so fast

Me too omg

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Yeah, cus when I lived at home I would eat n stuff. Go to school before everything turned to shit when I was 16. But it would always be.like a bomb went off in my room because everything was thrown everywhere, and I only cleaned like twice a year?? I still struggle with that, but dad is helping me clean once a week. But I can't do school or work at all, its like my brain is shut off nothing works, I read words in book and I just don't understand.

I told therapist I seriously feel like im brain damaged now tho lol, cus thoughts going a thousand but still I cant THINK anymore. She said that was unlikely. I said yeah I don't think im actually brain damaged, but it feels like I am. She said ok but ur probably not. Like ok!! Thanks !!

i wish my mom would help me clean but also not id be emabrassed....
but yes this is why i got audio book app for school cus brain just cant read the words unless its very specific books but i still procrastinated listening to the audio book version -_-

thats a dumb therapist... why are so many therapists so dumb i dont get it

After I started meds, reading book is a little bit easier, but not school book. Problem is I can't remember anything even tho I try to read it 20 times uknow.

Also yes, I feel like I would be good therapist cus im like wow interesting tell me more !! Im good at asking questions and everything. I am a lot smarter than my therapist (no narcissism)

meds made reading harder for me i think because i used to be able to get motivated by deadline anxiety, now no anxiety so i just -__________- no read for me

i think you would be good therapist too actually yeah

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devilcake wrote:

Aphrodite wrote:

devilcake wrote:

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I couldnt agree more, apparently the three years is based on some ”research” that suggests its enough time for most to heal their issues but idk what about us with extremely traumatic lives? Like you can apply for extra kela compensation for like a few years if your illness significantly impacts ur daily function but i doubt i would be granted anything since i have a job and have friends etc

dis is crazey what research is this ive been metnally ill my whole life they expect it to be gone in 3 years

RIGHT! kela is the worst institution ive ever come across and doubt ill find anything worse honestly atp (excluding third world countries ofc)

u shud move here it is not perfect but i only have to pay for max like 200 euros a year for health care n that includes meds...

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i feel like ive got good ammunition next time i beg them to look into adhd tho cos now i failed at school n almost got evicted i think that is not high functioning behaviordabs

i think i might also make a list so i get all my points across

I even went to neuropsychiatrist n he said like we can't be 100% sure so we send u to therapist, but therapist FIRST time I was there was like "I don't think u have adhd at all". N tbh that would be fine, if she explained why she thinks so ? Like huh, why tho. I haven't been able to go to school since I was 15/16, always quit work after literally 2-3 days cus I get so stressed out about having to show up

lol yeah idk what it is about adhd in public health care but here to its like u go to health central theyre like no go to neuropsych and neurpsych is like go to therapist and therapist is like here are some resources UwU

Yeah I give up. I told my therapist, goodbye I will NOT be coming back after my last appointment (on tuesday next week actually), I even told her one time I was frickin angry at her n thats why I quit last time (why don't they find me a new person lol) n she just was like ah 🙂 shut the fuck up woman I get so pissed off seriously. I can't even explain it, psych stuff just pisses me off SO bad like can u not think ???

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devilcake wrote:

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devilcake wrote:
i wish i had the monety to go to private health care... so fast

Me too omg

used all my savings for private surgerry and i was still fully expecting to wait like half a year n then i just had to wait a month after consultation n i could have gotten even earlier time i was like O-o what the hell is this... tghis is so fast....

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Aphrodite wrote:

devilcake wrote:

Aphrodite wrote:

devilcake wrote:
dis is crazey what research is this ive been metnally ill my whole life they expect it to be gone in 3 years

RIGHT! kela is the worst institution ive ever come across and doubt ill find anything worse honestly atp (excluding third world countries ofc)

u shud move here it is not perfect but i only have to pay for max like 200 euros a year for health care n that includes meds...

We can become roommates

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devilcake wrote:

ouch wrote:

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i wish my mom would help me clean but also not id be emabrassed....
but yes this is why i got audio book app for school cus brain just cant read the words unless its very specific books but i still procrastinated listening to the audio book version -_-

thats a dumb therapist... why are so many therapists so dumb i dont get it

After I started meds, reading book is a little bit easier, but not school book. Problem is I can't remember anything even tho I try to read it 20 times uknow.

Also yes, I feel like I would be good therapist cus im like wow interesting tell me more !! Im good at asking questions and everything. I am a lot smarter than my therapist (no narcissism)

meds made reading harder for me i think because i used to be able to get motivated by deadline anxiety, now no anxiety so i just -__________- no read for me

i think you would be good therapist too actually yeah

I would give no empathy lmao, but thats not what I would want in a therapist either tbh. I would be good therapist for some ppl, bad for others. Just a shame I can't go to school lol