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I even went to neuropsychiatrist n he said like we can't be 100% sure so we send u to therapist, but therapist FIRST time I was there was like "I don't think u have adhd at all". N tbh that would be fine, if she explained why she thinks so ? Like huh, why tho. I haven't been able to go to school since I was 15/16, always quit work after literally 2-3 days cus I get so stressed out about having to show up

lol yeah idk what it is about adhd in public health care but here to its like u go to health central theyre like no go to neuropsych and neurpsych is like go to therapist and therapist is like here are some resources UwU

Yeah I give up. I told my therapist, goodbye I will NOT be coming back after my last appointment (on tuesday next week actually), I even told her one time I was frickin angry at her n thats why I quit last time (why don't they find me a new person lol) n she just was like ah 🙂 shut the fuck up woman I get so pissed off seriously. I can't even explain it, psych stuff just pisses me off SO bad like can u not think ???

ive notived some psuch people clearly think they are incredibly intelligent and smart but theyre really stuck in their ways n dont believe they can be wrong its incredibly stupid

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i wish i had the monety to go to private health care... so fast

Me too omg

used all my savings for private surgerry and i was still fully expecting to wait like half a year n then i just had to wait a month after consultation n i could have gotten even earlier time i was like O-o what the hell is this... tghis is so fast....

Thats such a luxury but also why not available for everyone not fair

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RIGHT! kela is the worst institution ive ever come across and doubt ill find anything worse honestly atp (excluding third world countries ofc)

u shud move here it is not perfect but i only have to pay for max like 200 euros a year for health care n that includes meds...

We can become roommates

yes but one of us will have to share bed with percy

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u shud move here it is not perfect but i only have to pay for max like 200 euros a year for health care n that includes meds...

We can become roommates

yes but one of us will have to share bed with percy

I would gladly do that we both have ibs

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Me too omg

used all my savings for private surgerry and i was still fully expecting to wait like half a year n then i just had to wait a month after consultation n i could have gotten even earlier time i was like O-o what the hell is this... tghis is so fast....

Thats such a luxury but also why not available for everyone not fair

yeah im like super lucky i was able to do that once but i also know this was like my one time i could go private probably... imagine havin so much money u can just go priovate for everything... unfair... but also idk people with that much money i feel like dont need as much therapy anyways u gotta be functioning to get cash e_e

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We can become roommates

yes but one of us will have to share bed with percy

I would gladly do that we both have ibs

u can wake each other up with ur gurgling tummies teehee

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lol yeah idk what it is about adhd in public health care but here to its like u go to health central theyre like no go to neuropsych and neurpsych is like go to therapist and therapist is like here are some resources UwU

Yeah I give up. I told my therapist, goodbye I will NOT be coming back after my last appointment (on tuesday next week actually), I even told her one time I was frickin angry at her n thats why I quit last time (why don't they find me a new person lol) n she just was like ah 🙂 shut the fuck up woman I get so pissed off seriously. I can't even explain it, psych stuff just pisses me off SO bad like can u not think ???

ive notived some psuch people clearly think they are incredibly intelligent and smart but theyre really stuck in their ways n dont believe they can be wrong its incredibly stupid

Yes I feel that. I always get ppl that don't ask me questions either so its just bad bad. I can't talk freely from my own head, I want to answer questions, and I want them to actually answer me instead of just being like "ah... Ohhh... Writes down". Also somehow they forget everything between each appointment evn tho they write stuff down 😭 and I tell them "I have 4 sisters" n they somehow write I have like 2 sisters idk. Can't fathom it

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After I started meds, reading book is a little bit easier, but not school book. Problem is I can't remember anything even tho I try to read it 20 times uknow.

Also yes, I feel like I would be good therapist cus im like wow interesting tell me more !! Im good at asking questions and everything. I am a lot smarter than my therapist (no narcissism)

meds made reading harder for me i think because i used to be able to get motivated by deadline anxiety, now no anxiety so i just -__________- no read for me

i think you would be good therapist too actually yeah

I would give no empathy lmao, but thats not what I would want in a therapist either tbh. I would be good therapist for some ppl, bad for others. Just a shame I can't go to school lol

yes i think i dont like too much feelingsy stuff in therapy makes me uncomfy so defo good for some people

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We can become roommates

yes but one of us will have to share bed with percy

I would gladly do that we both have ibs

I was thinking abt u and ur ibs when I read abt intestinal parasite symptoms today

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Yeah I give up. I told my therapist, goodbye I will NOT be coming back after my last appointment (on tuesday next week actually), I even told her one time I was frickin angry at her n thats why I quit last time (why don't they find me a new person lol) n she just was like ah 🙂 shut the fuck up woman I get so pissed off seriously. I can't even explain it, psych stuff just pisses me off SO bad like can u not think ???

ive notived some psuch people clearly think they are incredibly intelligent and smart but theyre really stuck in their ways n dont believe they can be wrong its incredibly stupid

Yes I feel that. I always get ppl that don't ask me questions either so its just bad bad. I can't talk freely from my own head, I want to answer questions, and I want them to actually answer me instead of just being like "ah... Ohhh... Writes down". Also somehow they forget everything between each appointment evn tho they write stuff down 😭 and I tell them "I have 4 sisters" n they somehow write I have like 2 sisters idk. Can't fathom it

crazey... questions are so essential i can talk for ages as long as i get questions
i always woindered why they dont prep properly before u come in like why do i have to repeat ino thats in my journals every time... i get ur seein a lot of patients but bruh the info is right there

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meds made reading harder for me i think because i used to be able to get motivated by deadline anxiety, now no anxiety so i just -__________- no read for me

i think you would be good therapist too actually yeah

I would give no empathy lmao, but thats not what I would want in a therapist either tbh. I would be good therapist for some ppl, bad for others. Just a shame I can't go to school lol

yes i think i dont like too much feelingsy stuff in therapy makes me uncomfy so defo good for some people

I would make nos ense cus I word salad a lot tho, but if I am with other ppl that word salad a lot too im fine

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ive notived some psuch people clearly think they are incredibly intelligent and smart but theyre really stuck in their ways n dont believe they can be wrong its incredibly stupid

Yes I feel that. I always get ppl that don't ask me questions either so its just bad bad. I can't talk freely from my own head, I want to answer questions, and I want them to actually answer me instead of just being like "ah... Ohhh... Writes down". Also somehow they forget everything between each appointment evn tho they write stuff down 😭 and I tell them "I have 4 sisters" n they somehow write I have like 2 sisters idk. Can't fathom it

crazey... questions are so essential i can talk for ages as long as i get questions
i always woindered why they dont prep properly before u come in like why do i have to repeat ino thats in my journals every time... i get ur seein a lot of patients but bruh the info is right there

Yeah I met one like 6+ times and EVERY time I had to repeat what I do in school and that I quit school, even tho it was written down every time. Just pls read the last entry in the patient journal before appointment please

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used all my savings for private surgerry and i was still fully expecting to wait like half a year n then i just had to wait a month after consultation n i could have gotten even earlier time i was like O-o what the hell is this... tghis is so fast....

Thats such a luxury but also why not available for everyone not fair

yeah im like super lucky i was able to do that once but i also know this was like my one time i could go private probably... imagine havin so much money u can just go priovate for everything... unfair... but also idk people with that much money i feel like dont need as much therapy anyways u gotta be functioning to get cash e_e

Honestly working at the elderly care company im currently at has opened my eyes to how rich peoples lives are vastly different to us regular people’s lives. Its a private business and my clientele consists of mostly rich people tbh and seeing them just.. go do stuff and get all the extra care fast that some elderly folk cant even begin to dream about has been Wild to witness. I lowkey feel like a maid in a farmhouse sometimes

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yes but one of us will have to share bed with percy

I would gladly do that we both have ibs

I was thinking abt u and ur ibs when I read abt intestinal parasite symptoms today

Thats… honestly a compliment to me i love advocating for ibs soldiers
why did u read about intestinal parasite symptoms today?

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Thats such a luxury but also why not available for everyone not fair

yeah im like super lucky i was able to do that once but i also know this was like my one time i could go private probably... imagine havin so much money u can just go priovate for everything... unfair... but also idk people with that much money i feel like dont need as much therapy anyways u gotta be functioning to get cash e_e

Honestly working at the elderly care company im currently at has opened my eyes to how rich peoples lives are vastly different to us regular people’s lives. Its a private business and my clientele consists of mostly rich people tbh and seeing them just.. go do stuff and get all the extra care fast that some elderly folk cant even begin to dream about has been Wild to witness. I lowkey feel like a maid in a farmhouse sometimes

yeaah stuff like that really puts it in perspective i would go crazey i think ur so powerful... like in my salary job just having people who made my salary in a month while on sick leave for a week email complaints abouttiny errors in their pay or the system made me so mad,, actually seeing what kinda comfort that money leads to... ; - ;;;