xbabyspiderz wrote:ouch wrote:xbabyspiderz wrote:
:-( aw that sounds difficult, being yelled at doesn't rlly help to motivate.. sending u a hug n kind words, remember to be gentle to urself ouchie <3 hope u can get out of there soon. it's not ur fault that someone is takin their frustration out on u.
Can't be gentle with myself when if I slack one minute im gonna get yelled at (even tho its mostly 100% tidy now, and it was super messy before) but I cleaned kitchen but im not gonna have energy to shower now or make proper breakfast/dinner whatever so I just eat some bread I guess
yeah i understand that :-( it doesn't sound easy at all, no wonder u don't have energy if it feels like ur waitin to be yelled at next time u do smt "wrong" (idk if that's what it feels like but can imagine). u did really well to manage to even clean the kitchen under such circumstances <3 brødskive sounds like a good idea, showering can probably wait until u get some energy to do it right?
Yeah it can wait since im not going out but I think its been a week since I showered last lol, bad stuff but it is what it is