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Obscuritas wrote:
Hellooo

Petite wrote:
hi, how are you? <3

Obscuritas wrote:

Pretty good today, what about you? <3

Petite wrote:
i'm really anxious because of work, but other than that life's good
what are your plans for the day?

Obscuritas wrote:

Oh man, I hope that'll get better! Feel u tho and that feeling really sucks

I'm just gonna draw and game a lot, it's a national holiday so no work <3

Petite wrote:
her* heh
yes i know... but i just want her to be happy with the work that i do
i want to be independent in the work and not having to ask questions all the time, but like when they put me alone in the reception to answer all the questions i do not know the answer to it's just ugh. 
and oof, when professional people with big names or positions call or come through the doors i feel so small ahah
and i also have to live up to the status that i'm my mum's daughter... cause my mum's really respected here, but i just do not have her personality and confidence at all

Moss wrote:
There will always be a period where you're unfamiliar with how things are run, and you'll slowly learn the answers to those questions as they come along. It's not your fault that you don't know the answer yet. I've been put in reception at my work too, and mostly the only thing I can say is "come back later" or "hold on while I call my boss"

Petite wrote:
awf, thanks <3 i only have the rest of today and tomorrow left, and then i might not have to work here ever again. like don't get me wrong, i'm really thankful i got the job and the salary is good, but it's just not the job for me and my personality

that's nice! which country are you from, if you don't mind me asking, and what kind of holiday is it?

Obscuritas wrote:

That sounds good..... having a job that doesn't mak you somewhat happy is never a great thing tho! ):

I'm from Germany and it's Fronleichnam today........something with Jesus, I literally have no idea about church stuff but you don't need to leave the house, so I'm taking it XD

Petite wrote:
mhm, but now i've gotten to try it out and learned a lot from the experience, so there's something good coming out of this at least
and i've earned enough to pay my rent for the last few months until my contract ends, so that's great

i see, but that's nice to haha

Petite wrote:
I know, it's just so hard to accept it and be confident in not knowing.
but thanks <3

Moss wrote:
I know it's hard but you just have to keep telling yourself that you're doing your best, and it will hopefully get better. Feel free to rant to me about stuff if you need to <3

Petite wrote:
So everyone just left to go to a summer party, including my boss, and everyone were all smily and said bye to me... except for my boss. She used to be so nice to me, until yesterday.. so now i'm instantly like what have I done wrong? 
For all I know, something could have happened in her personal life and that's it's not me at all, but it's just natural to think that I'm the one who have done or said something she disliked