Klavier wrote:devilcake wrote:Klavier wrote:
im not exaggerating when i say every single day btw its like it took me like 3 months before i could actually listen to buck-tick again after he died and now since then i think not a single day has gone by where i havent been like. oh right. he died. life ruined
it will not change things but i am giving u a big virtual hug rn
thank u

been so long since ive been so deeply impacted by a celebrity death fr its genuinely weird
cuz like im very much long past the part of my life where i was actually able to idolize celebrities or whatever.. i cant do that anymore.. but when someone whose art u REALLY admire dies so suddenly and so young its like kjbgnkfdnjgf idk it fucks with my head. i know i didnt know him but i cant just not think about it
2 out of 3 members of yellow magic orchestra died within the first 3 months of 2023 and ive like frfr repressed that time bc it was so upsetting

they were old men so its not as sudden and horrible but still so so so sad i love ymo so mcuh
i think its not that unreasoable especially if its a celeb thats been a part of ur life for a long time and back when u did do a lot of idolizing + like gnerally having a stressful / bad time and then suddenly being it with something like that can just make it so much worse : (