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Now I am 800kr poorer oh well, im going home at least and having breakfast and monster
expensive medicine?
i have tremendous sleep issues. i cannot fall asleep and when i do i can't sleep without waking up multiple times a night. and then by the time it's morning i've barely slept.
and for the last couple months i've started to hallucinate once i've been up for very long. the other night i was laying on the sofa, my bf was gaming. and then while i was scrolling through the phone. my hands began to shift. i saw gometric patterns building and coming out of my hands. and other times i see faces coming out of thin air and shit
i have been precribed lergigan for sleep. but that shit made me worried, i screamed in bed for my bf to come until i fell alseep. so i have never taken it again
i reached out to the health system thing once again and explained it all..Â
they just told me to buy melatonin from apoteket receptfritt. and i've had it on recipe before, meaning a stronger dose. and it didn't work.
but now in hope of getting a lil sleep i had to buy a cart of 10 pills of 5 mg for 129kr
this will be expensive. cus i'll need hella more than 5mg a night if it's gonna do anything
The geometric shapes is kind of funny cus when I hallucinated I usually saw like a shimmery grid on ppls faces that looked like a motherboard kind of
But yes my sleep is usually hella shitty too but at least I don't sleep so little anymore that I get symptoms where I feel completely crazy, I tried that antipsychotic once thats sometimes used for sleep n it just made me ravenous n not rlly sleepy so I just accepted the fact my sleep will forever be shit unless I get some extreme willpower or smth, my problem is mostly that my sleep cycle seems very long compared to most ppl so if im careless my sleep schedule can shift like 5 hours every day
But yes expensive meds, literally for herpes too like embarrassing lol, but its 420 for 42 pills/days, n im not sure its worth it, I just had to try smth cus I have had so many outbreaks lately for no reason, hopefully it works but still ðŸ˜
have u also hallucinated? but u used to take drugs i recall.. this is sober. have u had that aswell? like sober?