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Teabag
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Teabag wrote:
Solar wrote:
Teabag wrote:
"i really want my livingroom to be cleaner... maybe today i'm ready to receive more help than just dishes"
5min later
"nonononono no nono i cant- it cant look like this when boendestöd comes i just cant"

and now ive been cleaning for almost an hour and i am fucking dead and need to push myself to nOt cancel and just let her help me w the dishes..... as always T_T 
: ( does she know that you struggle with feelings of shame resulting in you pushing yourself this hard before she comes over? perhaps this is something she can take away a bit if you talk it through
if i understand correctly some griminess is to be expected in her line of work, i don't think she'd work that job if she thought it was super gross!
yee she knows i feel ashamed and that i have a hard time accepting help at all


i was honest and told her i abt my whole thought process and stressed cleaned before she came, she was very much like "maaaaaartie.. you know you dont have to do that! we'll have to work on that☺️"
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Posts: 43491
Date: 27-08-2026 11:46
Solar
National Star



Solar wrote:
Teabag wrote:
Solar wrote:
Teabag wrote:
"i really want my livingroom to be cleaner... maybe today i'm ready to receive more help than just dishes"
5min later
"nonononono no nono i cant- it cant look like this when boendestöd comes i just cant"

and now ive been cleaning for almost an hour and i am fucking dead and need to push myself to nOt cancel and just let her help me w the dishes..... as always T_T 
: ( does she know that you struggle with feelings of shame resulting in you pushing yourself this hard before she comes over? perhaps this is something she can take away a bit if you talk it through
if i understand correctly some griminess is to be expected in her line of work, i don't think she'd work that job if she thought it was super gross!
yee she knows i feel ashamed and that i have a hard time accepting help at all


i was honest and told her i abt my whole thought process and stressed cleaned before she came, she was very much like "maaaaaartie.. you know you dont have to do that! we'll have to work on that☺️"
aaaa that's great!!! hopefully you'll feel a little less pressure in the future : D
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Date: 27-08-2026 11:50
Solar
National Star



Solar wrote:
siXsiXsiX wrote:
Solar wrote:
siXsiXsiX wrote:
wanted to buy scented candles. but all i found smelled like ass 😔
nooo... sadge
what kind of scents to u like? 
something sweet. almost candy-ish. but mild. not to tangy or burning ur nostrils with flavour
i do like patchouli aswell. which i wouldn't describe as candy. more like hippie spicy

but all candles i found had a smell of dust, old woman, staright up laundry, o harsh soap.. or incoherent weird ass formula... 

and i wanted them today.. since i'm having 10 coworkers over on saturday and i want the place to smell niceee
it's not like i don't have any rn. but i wanted more. and some for the future once these are done
): 

maybe a roomspray/scent diffuser smells more sweet/patchouli? i have a roomspray that's very vanilla warm sweet-ish spicy-ish but it's from a dutch store ;;
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Posts: 13770
Date: 27-08-2026 11:52
Solar
National Star



Solar wrote:
devilcake wrote:
Solar wrote:
devilcake wrote:
Waking up because I her dogs HOWLING I go dang I haven’t heard my neighbors dog howl like this but he’s a barker so ig it checks out… I wait like a min…. The. I realize it’s not howling it’s YOWLING 

i run out n Percy is trying to attack something thru the fence I could never catch what but it might just have been another cat…. And he was all aggro and fin attacked my feet to 😭 n every time I approached him he hissed and tried to attack… 

lured him in with food … now he’s normal….
omg no way that's so scary.... you ofc know this but to me it's a helpful thought that the aggression towards you/the owner in such a situation is purely instinctual and not because he hates u hhh 
i hope he feels better now and hope ur feet are not wounded too bad? ;; 
Yeah it has happened a handful of times when he’s managed to escape after he got into that fight so it’s clearly a fear/insecurity response 😭 I’m mostly just puzzled as to what caused it when he was on the patio cos he usually feels safe there 😔 in im too sick to really investigate but now he’s just chilling sleeping on the couch
awhh poor percy.. ;w; not a cat but my dog (at parents house) always freaks the fuck out when he sees a hedgehog, so could be something not super scary to us but scary to him?
hope u feel better soon too devilcakie!! can u take something for da fever or are u rawdogging? 
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Posts: 13770
Date: 27-08-2026 11:54
Solar
National Star



Solar wrote:
devilcake wrote:
Can smell my neighbors toasting bread or smth n it’s making me so nauseous…. I also need to eat smth but all I have is oats which is like fine im sick with no appetite anyways but I also don’t feel like getting out of bed n making oats
wish i could make u something 2 eat 
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Posts: 13770
Date: 27-08-2026 11:55
Solar
National Star



Solar wrote:
siXsiXsiX wrote:
devilcake wrote:
siXsiXsiX wrote:
jealous much?
More like im confused if he actually acted inappropriately or if youre being joking 😭
lmao i'm exaggerating<3
but he was touching my leg so smoothly and carefully
even tho i didn't come there for any issues with it

i had a rash on my arm that i wanted to know what balm to treat it with
and he was like let me look at the rest of you. can i see your legs?
and i said no i haven't shaved 💀
he said i have seen worse.. so i sighed and said okay
he wanted to rule out i didn't have psoriasis or some fungi. so he wanted to check for other red marks
giggles 
i love when doctors do a checkup on me the equipment is always so nice n cold and gentle touch gives me asmr its so relaxing fr!!!
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Posts: 13770
Date: 27-08-2026 11:56
Private
Prince of Pop



Azriel wrote:
Amazing day. Monsters for 8kr at rema
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Posts: 40268
Date: 27-08-2026 11:58
Teabag
World Famous



Teabag wrote:
Solar wrote:
Teabag wrote:
Solar wrote:
: ( does she know that you struggle with feelings of shame resulting in you pushing yourself this hard before she comes over? perhaps this is something she can take away a bit if you talk it through
if i understand correctly some griminess is to be expected in her line of work, i don't think she'd work that job if she thought it was super gross!
yee she knows i feel ashamed and that i have a hard time accepting help at all


i was honest and told her i abt my whole thought process and stressed cleaned before she came, she was very much like "maaaaaartie.. you know you dont have to do that! we'll have to work on that☺️"
aaaa that's great!!! hopefully you'll feel a little less pressure in the future : D
ya I'll try :3

and yes they are used to nasty homes, that do be their job to help out
i talked to another boendestöd too abt the shame i felt and she was very quick to point out that my home was beautiful, that they have seen everything and can tell im trying by the state it's in even if it is messy/dirty still

 i have the rights for them to come help me twice a week but i dont think i am there yet to accept more help  i'm working on that too.. i understand i need it .. but i also "dont want it"(or brain dont want it, rest of my body do)
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Posts: 43491
Date: 27-08-2026 12:09
Klavier
Minister of Pop



Klavier wrote:
Azriel wrote:
Amazing day. Monsters for 8kr at rema
i'm omw
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Posts: 50372
Date: 27-08-2026 14:59
Private
World Famous



bones wrote:
devilcake wrote:
bones wrote:
bones wrote:
started ep 19
uh oh
im on pieces on the floor
Hehhehe
yeah so im violently protective over azune
how is he simultaneously the toughest most badass soldier guy and the most kind vulnerable fragile baby bird . watching the scene again. best type of character
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Date: 27-08-2026 15:53
Private
Streetmusician



kruspersille wrote:
Apparently king died around 1 or 2 n we are just waiting for official announcement 
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Posts: 62957
Date: 27-08-2026 16:29
Teabag
World Famous



Teabag wrote:
maybe... i go to theatre just to drink some tea...
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Posts: 43491
Date: 27-08-2026 17:37
Private
Youtube Star



devilcake wrote:
bones wrote:
devilcake wrote:
bones wrote:
im on pieces on the floor
Hehhehe
yeah so im violently protective over azune
how is he simultaneously the toughest most badass soldier guy and the most kind vulnerable fragile baby bird . watching the scene again. best type of character
yes i think i rewinded it right after watching bc it was crazey / pos n also so wild how my perspective on these characters are so different to how they would have been if i watched this as a 20 year old cos now im like dang thats just a kid 🥺 same with octis
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Date: 27-08-2026 17:38
Private
Youtube Star



devilcake wrote:
kruspersille wrote:
Apparently king died around 1 or 2 n we are just waiting for official announcement 
evryone dying
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Posts: 202977
Date: 27-08-2026 17:38
Private
Youtube Star



devilcake wrote:
Teabag wrote:
maybe... i go to theatre just to drink some tea...
i approve
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Posts: 202977
Date: 27-08-2026 17:39
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