Anachronism wrote:
Losing all that weight has ensured me to never, ever get fat again, for purely cosmetic reasons.
I feel extremely fatphobic.
Sometimes when I eat junk food I have this massive fear I'll gain all that weight back.
I feel absolutely horrible but I'm so happy I'm skinny, minus the "wow, you're fucking tiny!" "Why do you care about carbs like you need to worry," and "Go eat a steak; you're too thin. I'll feed you!" comments!
The one plus side about being chubby is I was only slightly overweight. I wasn't "fat" per say, so people never said anything about my weight. I'm so tired of being told I'm too thin, but at the same time being overweight was horrible and I hated trying on clothes with a passion out of insecurity. Which is terrible and once again feels beyond fatphobic.
It probs wouldn't hurt for me to gain 5 pounds tho... I know I undereat.
All I've had today is a starbucks iced coffee.