Miicksi wrote:
I'm so frustrated, because I just can't figure myself out. As soon as I think I know who I am, someone comes along and makes me question that. I used to be so confident, kind and "unique". People seemed to like me, and then I became a teenager and my confidence just dropped. I no longer dress like I really want, because in the back of my head I'm always thinking about being judged. I still have friends and all, but sometimes it feels like they're just hanging out with me because their other friends aren't available at the moment. But It's kind of my fault too, because for some reason I can be pretty rude at times. I don't mean to hurt anyone, I just get annoyed at things they do and blurt out something. Sometimes I'm just trying to be funny, but it turns out hurtful instead. But atleast I do have one close friend at school, who also happens to be my neighbor. She seems to appreciate me.
ughhh