Limbs wrote:
thinkin abt how i'm completely incapable of functioning acceptably as a woman.. i mean i would be incapable of functioning (in social situations) no matter what my sex was but if i were a man i think it would be just fine to other ppl, cuz men are allowed to be weird and socially inept. but the fact i'm a "woman" makes it like. an unforgivable offense, makes me a freak and a monster and less than human, n certainly an object of disgust. thinkin abt how i'm just continually failing to fulfill this role and trying so desperately to just be acceptable n never reaching that. and how there's really no way out of this position cuz the expectation will always be there. n how i'm actually worthless as a human being because of this. oh well