Azriel wrote:hmm wrote:Azriel wrote:
yeah also like have u heard urself talk (/seen what uve been writing i guess) about twitter and how u wanna delete ur account like if u wanted to stay u wouldnt be talkin like that
god you are so right like i literally spent my last entire work shift going over the pros and cons in my head . but i love to ruminate i Guess
also just in relation to your ex, what was the final push.. were u tired of going over it in ur head or was it just.. spontaneous
yes girl like i did the same thing . u gotta quit twitter ............
originally him not being able to take 1 minute of his day to wonder whether i was ok after three ppl got stabbed at work ......... but then i had to wait til his exam was done (which was like 5 days after) and by then i already started going "maybe its not so bad ..." and then he said he was taking 35 ects this semester as well even tho he promised me he wouldnt take more than 30 (the normal amount ?!?!) and i realised it rly isnt gonna get any better .
because the thing is i already see myself in the future wondering why i went over it in my head for so long, why i dragged it out for so long