kitten wrote:
I am a very very sensitive and empathetic person. I have trouble communicating and I have trouble thinking straight. I feel like nobody respects me and everyone looks down on me. I cry a lot and I have trouble with confrontation. I have made such progress for myself. With my anxiety, I never would have thought that I would be able to be a hostess at a restaurant. But no matter how far I feel like I get, I feel like it is not enough. I am struggling so hard trying to be the person I want to be. I want to be spiritual, I want to be better at yoga, I want to read and write more, I want to be more than I am. I am on my way though.
I feel like I am not living up to my potential.
Sorry for getting real deep. I got it out tho. It's chill now.