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Fiskarna
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Fiskarna wrote:
why do people stay alive
why isnt everyone suicidal

im experiencing mood swings

im not willing to put in the effort it takes to improve myself. and if i do manage to overcome my anxiety, what then? life is so banal and im bored. that was edgy. im an edgy teenager. what joy does having friends give? i imagine the negative things outweigh the positive, not that i would know. its so weird seeing people in school chatting away with each other. i want to have meaningful conversations but i dont have anything meaningful to say. why is it so difficult to get a fucking therapist?? im 16 and we've been trying since i was 12. i read once that "maybe life isnt for everyone", and i really feel that way right now. my mom is trying to give me something meaningful to do, so she booked a cat-socialising-session thingy at our local cat rescue center. im not sure if playing with cats will bring back my will to live, but we'll see. i just feel so, idk,, alien ? around others. surely they also feel stuff like this? what do they do? how do they look past this feeling?
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Date: 05-02-2017 23:06 | Times changed: 1
Fiskarna
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Fiskarna wrote:
im off to the cat center in 15 minutes
im so nervous
what if the cats dont like me


my mom bought new shoes to use there, and they smelled of plastic,
and i said "hey why dont you just rub them with ham, the plastic smell will go away and youll be popular among the cats",
and she actually did, the absolute madman
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Date: 06-02-2017 14:55 | Times changed: 1
Fiskarna
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Fiskarna wrote:
Fiskarna wrote:
im off to the cat center in 15 minutes
im so nervous
what if the cats dont like me


my mom bought new shoes to use there, and they smelled of plastic,
and i said "hey why dont you just rub them with ham, the plastic smell will go away and youll be popular among the cats",
and she actually did, the absolute madman
it was fun! in the first cage we went to, the cats didnt want to get pet, but we fed them candy and shrimps and played with them so it was ok. in the next cage, the cats were really cuddly 
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Date: 06-02-2017 18:29
Fiskarna
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Fiskarna wrote:
this gosh darn research project in english
the hardest part is picking a subject )):
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Date: 07-02-2017 10:22
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whorelogram wrote:
Fiskarna wrote:
ad space for rent on my forehead

is that YOU
you are CUTE !!!!
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Date: 07-02-2017 10:35
Fiskarna
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Fiskarna wrote:
whorelogram wrote:
Fiskarna wrote:
ad space for rent on my forehead

X
is that YOU
you are CUTE !!!!
you aRE VERY KIND thank you
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Date: 07-02-2017 10:40
Fiskarna
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Fiskarna wrote:
Fiskarna wrote:
this gosh darn research project in english
the hardest part is picking a subject )):
the teacher saw the paper that i corrected and i think she got a bit offended lol

anyway she suggested linguistics which is perfect!! i have a. topic now
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Date: 07-02-2017 10:41 | Times changed: 1
Fiskarna
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Fiskarna wrote:
my stomach was being so loud in class just now )): im hungry. i left so they could be spared from my growls from within. they probably thought i went to the bathroom to poop ))):
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Date: 07-02-2017 12:02 | Times changed: 1
Fiskarna
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Fiskarna wrote:
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Date: 07-02-2017 18:10
Fiskarna
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Fiskarna wrote:
oh look at that
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Date: 08-02-2017 07:23
Fiskarna
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Fiskarna wrote:
made one of them ThisCrush thingies http://www.thiscrush.com/~fiskarna
dont be too mean i'll be very sad
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Date: 09-02-2017 21:05
Fiskarna
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Fiskarna wrote:
i feel so pretentious writing Very Serious school stuff
i have no idea what im doing!! why am i pretending like i do !!!
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Date: 11-02-2017 12:51
Fiskarna
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Fiskarna wrote:
my attitude is insufferable 
i need to come back down to earth
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Date: 12-02-2017 20:39
Fiskarna
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Fiskarna wrote:
Fiskarna wrote:
me when im eating porridge made with milk

drinking tea with milk
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Date: 13-02-2017 07:49
Fiskarna
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Fiskarna wrote:
going to the cat rescue center again today
maybe i can take some photos
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Date: 13-02-2017 15:06
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