ouch wrote:
I have just spent 4 hours showering and doing my makeup cus my brain just stops working n I just stand there like "😐" for 15 minutes after doing the tiniest thing just pls. Managed to stop myself from crying while doing eyeliner tho so that was good cus I would have just gave up if it fucked itself up by tears. Having makeup on is good motivation to not cry fr but I hhhhhh. Im visiting another dude so thats a good distraction at least, but I have to walk there n it takes 1-1,5 hours n its rainy n dark n shitttt