Limbs wrote:
idk how people get into them without being terrified of how you're going to hurt that other person. it seems so inevitable and hurts so much when it happens.
i love people SO MUCH and i want nothing but to be good to them, but somehow it doesn't translate and i end up being too cold, uncaring, selfish, only taking and not giving, etc
i don't know how it is that i'm doing all those things & i have so much guilt about it. like no matter what i do i end up hurting people. n so it's so scary getting to know people now