Hometown wrote:
i had my first kiss yesterday, (and first time holding someones hand), and it was when me and the other person was completely drunk. and he's also my coworker, who i'm good friends with.
but the problem is i am in an online relationship. and i really like him, but he lives in america while i live in england. i was planning on meeting him around september, october time - depending on how much i can save before then. we didn't really make any official plans yet.
i'm a bit confused about what to do, because i like the online relationship thing i have, but i know i could work on something physical with my coworker/friend if i put effort into a relationship there.
am i a bad person for feeling conflicted about staying in an online relationship to consider one in person? i'm not sure how to feel, or what to do.
also i went out today to the cinema with said coworker and it wasn't awkward but we didn't bring up anything about what happened between us last night.