awp wrote:i'm saddened with your current situation & i apologize for the pain you've went through.
everything will be alright & will get better soon, there's still more opportunities out there for a job.
it's never too late (just
not TOO-TOO late enough that it's already late.) to get yourself ready for employment, i know you can do this. maybe start with a job at a supermarket or at your local parcel service.
for the debt part, i've been there a lot. i've had to pay more than what i owe to a telephone company which is unfortunate. (around 1.2k was given away & the bill for the phone is $650 + late fees due to it being so high) i've had a lot of help to get rid of my debt & believe me it took a lot of my time & money to invest over a shitty iphone. ask around for your friends or families if they could spot you some money for the debt!! it sounds straight forward but it's worth a try. i know families would help each other out.
i'm glad others were happy that you've survived, that shows that you have people that'll be extremely broken if you weren't in the picture. you're loved, you have every support from others even strangers, perhaps.
as cheesy as it sounds, if you're ever feeling upset you can always contact a friend, family member or other(s) support to listen to how you're feeling.
we fall down to climb back up higher with power, in spirit i'll cheer you on in your recovery & success journey, i apologize if my advices weren't exactly what you're looking for but i hope i've helped.
:-D
My original plan was to work at a supermarket but I felt like a “failure” working at one at my age and with my experience (even though I don’t judge ppl in their 30s working retail good on them) so I turned it down for a nursing job I knew I would hate. I walked off on my fourth day without notifying anyone. Bad move. I should be working but I’m scared to work and fail all over again. Silly and immature I know.