Miguel wrote:
i don't know if the kind of relationship i had w this person counts as a normal, romantic relationship but i guess that after all the years of me crying and suffering made it easier for me to leave without crying not one tear . it will be ok even if u sometimes doubt your decision
the reason why i finally decided to leave was because i realized that i could actually fall in love w other people. i was convinced this person was the only person i could ever love, because that's how it was for so many years, no matter how much i tried to meet other people, i just couldn't feel for them what i felt for this person. maybe thats selfish but i genuinely do not take in consideration his feelings anymore, he was genuinely horrible so fuck him :-)