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LexiLuvsKirby
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LexiLuvsKirby wrote:
have body dysmorphia or if you are actually ugly and your thoughts are reasonable
like my previous psychiatrist said i have it
but i dont know how to trust that diagnoses
cuz what i see in the mirror is disgusting but everyone pretends they dont see it
and they tell me im focusing on something bad
but it cant be bad to want to look good right
how is it a disorder to notice something
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Date: 12-05-2026 06:31
LexiLuvsKirby
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LexiLuvsKirby wrote:
they say i am not fat but when i look all i see is folds and bumps, bc i am fat
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Date: 12-05-2026 06:32
LexiLuvsKirby
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LexiLuvsKirby wrote:
why do they lie to me
i dont understand what they could gain from lying to me
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Date: 12-05-2026 06:33
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LexiLuvsKirby wrote:
my legs dont even look normal
my thighs are huge like indescribably big
my tits are so gross because they arent even and they are too far apart
my stomach is so fucked up looking it doesnt look like a normal person
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Date: 12-05-2026 06:35
LexiLuvsKirby
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LexiLuvsKirby wrote:
i was born wrong
why was i born wrong
why me why do i have to look this way
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Date: 12-05-2026 06:36
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Meister wrote:
I accepted from a young age that im ugly and that there is nothing i can do.
My friends are way prettier than me, they are perfect and im a default with a strange body type.
The operations i want to do would damage my body more than fixing it. 



Im 35+ and im glad that i did not have social media when i grew up. Today the line between real and fake is thin. People see an influencer and thinks they are perfect, they wont or cant understand that the picture they see is fake. They use the lightning ( a good lightning can make a picture 1000% better and a bad lightning can make the same picture 100% more bad. The make up is fake, they only wear it for a short time for pictures, they use the computer to make the picture more appealing.

People that uses a lot of makeup from young age cant go out without the makeup because they think they are ugly. They make a problem from something that is a routine. They are so used to look a way that they cant see them self as the same person without the makeup.
The more you want to fix a problem the bigger the risk is that you are not happy.

People get addicted to surgeries because when they fix one problem they see a new problem.
The problem we have today is that we are bombarded with "Look this perfect and your life will be better" famous people uses operations, diets and so on and then have the nerve to say "I got this new body with regular walks and a better diet"
If you could fix one thing would you be happy or would it make you feel that you need to fix something else to match the fix?

We humans love the ugly lie, we want the ugly lie, we want to live the ugly lie.
Kids today is using makeup and uses a lot of products that an adult uses and its not good for the skin.

You see fault person of you when you look in the mirror, the rest of the people see the person that they like and a lot dont care about how you look.
Sometimes i think its better to turn of the web, covering the mirror and only put up things like "Today i walked for 5 min. Today i did something that i think its hard but i did it" instead of looking at the mirror.
Could that be something to try for a while? Instead of focusing on the faults focus on the things you did during the day? To break the negative thoughts you need to find strategies, if a person cant think of something else and only hyper focuses on one thing they need help to break it. It will consume you in the end and it will break you down slowly. Its hard to put the foot down and say "ENOUGH".

Its not your body i want to learn to know, its you. 


Today society want us to compare us to others to buy things to make us like others but its the wrong way to go. But that wont make us happy in the long run, next week there is something else that fixes us, the week after its a new diet and its an never ending cycle.


All influencer l people look like clones, same brand of clothing, items, make up. Even their homes are a copy paste. Same commercial on things they IS THE BEST THING EVER AND THAT THEY LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!
I rather live as myself with imperfect things than living a lie as a clone in a hivemind. If we are doing things and look like others we start to lose our self and become something else.

Sorry for the long ramble from me.
Feel free to send a pm if you just want to rant, went and so on.
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