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what is this thought process
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bee wrote:
i had something like a medical emergency and my friend insisted on calling the emergency number. i absolutely refused. if i went to the hospital it would go in my medical records and any future doctor who treats me would be able to see what happened. apparently i think thats too embarrassing. especially if my general doctor found out. 
basically i was ready to die instead of living in embarrassment?? actually i remember thinking how embarrassing it would be if i died now of this issue and my mom would find out
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Date: 20-07-2026 12:56
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bee wrote:
(i am fine now btw!!)
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Date: 20-07-2026 12:56
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Solar wrote:
 i'm glad ur doing better, sometimes in high stress situations our rational thinking goes out of the window, good of ur friend to insist though
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Date: 20-07-2026 13:03
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bee wrote:
Solar wrote:
 i'm glad ur doing better, sometimes in high stress situations our rational thinking goes out of the window, good of ur friend to insist though
very true. i was definitely not thinking straight. looking back i should probably have gone to the hospital and gotten treated. but i still have this feeling now that i dont want this in my medical records yk i feel the same anxiety now just thinking about it
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Date: 20-07-2026 13:06
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Solar wrote:
bee wrote:
Solar wrote:
 i'm glad ur doing better, sometimes in high stress situations our rational thinking goes out of the window, good of ur friend to insist though
very true. i was definitely not thinking straight. looking back i should probably have gone to the hospital and gotten treated. but i still have this feeling now that i dont want this in my medical records yk i feel the same anxiety now just thinking about it
mhmm yes i get that! but getting necessary treatment will always be more important than records
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Date: 20-07-2026 13:07
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bee wrote:
Solar wrote:
bee wrote:
Solar wrote:
 i'm glad ur doing better, sometimes in high stress situations our rational thinking goes out of the window, good of ur friend to insist though
very true. i was definitely not thinking straight. looking back i should probably have gone to the hospital and gotten treated. but i still have this feeling now that i dont want this in my medical records yk i feel the same anxiety now just thinking about it
mhmm yes i get that! but getting necessary treatment will always be more important than records
true, very true : (
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Date: 21-07-2026 16:08
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kruspersille wrote:
what happened 
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Date: 21-07-2026 19:17
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bones wrote:
shame is the most powerful emotion
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Date: 21-07-2026 19:30
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bee wrote:
kruspersille wrote:
what happened 
actually its too embarrassing to say here but you can dm if you wanna know
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Date: 21-07-2026 20:44
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bee wrote:
bones wrote:
shame is the most powerful emotion
oh yeah absolutely. shame can really overshadow rational thinking

i recently read about someone on reddit who fell and broke both her arms. she couldnt wipe herself and was too embarrassed to get someone to help her. her solution was simply to not poop. she made herself constipated and didnt poop for three weeks or something. her intestines ruptured and her insides got severely infected. she had her legs and entire lower abdomen amputated. all because she was embarrassed 

now this was reddit after all lol so idk if its true, but the story stuck
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Date: 21-07-2026 20:49
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nesta wrote:
Solar wrote:
bee wrote:
Solar wrote:
 i'm glad ur doing better, sometimes in high stress situations our rational thinking goes out of the window, good of ur friend to insist though
very true. i was definitely not thinking straight. looking back i should probably have gone to the hospital and gotten treated. but i still have this feeling now that i dont want this in my medical records yk i feel the same anxiety now just thinking about it
mhmm yes i get that! but getting necessary treatment will always be more important than records
until the records prevents you from getting it later
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Date: 21-07-2026 23:05
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bee wrote:
nesta wrote:
Solar wrote:
bee wrote:
very true. i was definitely not thinking straight. looking back i should probably have gone to the hospital and gotten treated. but i still have this feeling now that i dont want this in my medical records yk i feel the same anxiety now just thinking about it
mhmm yes i get that! but getting necessary treatment will always be more important than records
until the records prevents you from getting it later
it is stuff like that that makes me paranoid and not wanting to go get help bc this issue could haunt me later in life
like when i had a botched iq test at age 11 and scored an untrue result of 72.  which means that every health professional i have talked to since, even now at 26, brings this up. some even talk very slow and clearly to me, like i wouldnt understand otherwise. recently a doctor asked me three times in a meeting if i could follow along when i was in school. apparently she could not believe, that yes, i was always at least average in school. it made me feel like shit 
stuff like this kept me from getting medical help when i had a serious emergency. isnt that just fucked up
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Date: 22-07-2026 00:40
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