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BellaNotte wrote:
Andy smirked and leaned in a little closer when she said she'd be meeting him again. "Really?" He said, his voice gone a little more deeper. "Well, since you're awesome and, please, so am I," He said jokingly and laughed under his tone. "I could be willing to hook you guys up with free concert tickets and backstage passes." He said and winked. As she played back, he laughed so hard his stomach hurted and drank more of his coffee. He winked again and spoke in a fake seductive voice. "I'll pick you up at 10...can't wait..." Andy spoke and left little pauses to add to the feeling. And then he laughed again and finished off his coffee and started eating his chocolate muffin. Then he thought Georgia might've been hungry so he pulled out his bag again and found a chocolate muffin in his lunch bag. Well, he had quite a few, and one didn't make a difference. He handed it to her and smiled. "On me." He said and wiped his hands on his jeans and looked up at her, his ears ringing slightly and his cheeks colouring as she said those words. No girls had ever said anything like that before. All they ever did was go out with him for the sex or for the fame and money and publicity. Except for Molly, who was the only decent girlfriend he ever had, really, and he sort of missed her kisses and hugs but he was moving on from that. They were just friends now and he wondered if he could ever find someone as amazing as Molly. He cleared his throat to hide the red and looked up, with his lopsided smile. "Thanks. You know, I don't know why you're boyfriend cheated on you. You're awesome." He admitted and munched happily on his muffin. After finishing it off, he grinned at her reply to his request and beamed at her idea. "Make sure she comes." He said and looked over her shoulder to see Joel and Taz again and smiled. "I think Joel would like that. And I like your idea miss! I'll ask the boys, okay?" He said and almost choked on his muffin [sounds wrong >.>] when she said the last part. "Me? Girlfriend? Gurllll you for real?" He said in a ghetto voice and shook his head. "I am single. And ready to mingle. And I have a lot of jingles."
Taz giggled at Joel fake crying and fake cried with him too. "Omg, I know right, like next thing you know Georgia will be Mrs. Brown omg!" She said and laughed out loud, though she was sure Andy and Georgia were going to have a thing sooner or later, if they ever got to meet again. They would make a cute couple. She could see it all in her head.
-*-
Outside, Taz ran far across from the shop, across the street and walking hurriedly away.
The voice in her head was deafening.
"You always fuck up everything. It's always your fault. Everything. You deserve to die. Everyone wants that, you know?"
She shook all over and felt that it was hard to breathe. She took huge gasps for air and continued to cry at the same time. She felt like she'd die.
And then she saw Joel.
He was standing there, a figure standing on the opposite side of the street. It was pouring rain, worse than before, but even she knew who it was. She knew he'd come after he because that would be his natural instinct. He just stopped and stood there, glued to the ground, staring at her. She looked away, wondering to run or leave it. But as she started to run he came for her and grabbed her wrist, not as much to hurt it but as much to make sure she couldn't let go.
"LET GO OF ME!" She screamed and he let go. Taz broke down in front of him. But it wasn't him - just the memories in her head all over again.
"Taz, honey, please don't cry. I love you to bits, sweetheart. I know you think everything is all your fault but it isn't. Trust me. I should know, I'm your mother. And mothers know best. I love you and I want you to stay strong through all this, okay? You're a fighter and you'll win. You heard me, sweetie? You'll win this."
Her mother. She ached to feel her fingers through her hair as she had her head on her lap. Her mother always knew what to do, what to say, and dix things. But she was no longer here and there was nothing Taz could do to bring her mother back. She missed the way her mother held her in her arms.
And then there was him.
"Taz, baby, I know you love me. I can see it in your eyes."
"Please...no...Logan...don't..."
"You know you want me to."
"No...no...NO!"
He was the oner person she thought she could trust. And even he left her. The old him did. And if her sister found out what he did to her, then everything would get worse.
Joel was still there.
She looked up at him, knowing he needed an answer. She sighed, not wanting to keep him waiting. She looked away. "Not here..."
Andy smirked and leaned in a little closer when she said she'd be meeting him again. "Really?" He said, his voice gone a little more deeper. "Well, since you're awesome and, please, so am I," He said jokingly and laughed under his tone. "I could be willing to hook you guys up with free concert tickets and backstage passes." He said and winked. As she played back, he laughed so hard his stomach hurted and drank more of his coffee. He winked again and spoke in a fake seductive voice. "I'll pick you up at 10...can't wait..." Andy spoke and left little pauses to add to the feeling. And then he laughed again and finished off his coffee and started eating his chocolate muffin. Then he thought Georgia might've been hungry so he pulled out his bag again and found a chocolate muffin in his lunch bag. Well, he had quite a few, and one didn't make a difference. He handed it to her and smiled. "On me." He said and wiped his hands on his jeans and looked up at her, his ears ringing slightly and his cheeks colouring as she said those words. No girls had ever said anything like that before. All they ever did was go out with him for the sex or for the fame and money and publicity. Except for Molly, who was the only decent girlfriend he ever had, really, and he sort of missed her kisses and hugs but he was moving on from that. They were just friends now and he wondered if he could ever find someone as amazing as Molly. He cleared his throat to hide the red and looked up, with his lopsided smile. "Thanks. You know, I don't know why you're boyfriend cheated on you. You're awesome." He admitted and munched happily on his muffin. After finishing it off, he grinned at her reply to his request and beamed at her idea. "Make sure she comes." He said and looked over her shoulder to see Joel and Taz again and smiled. "I think Joel would like that. And I like your idea miss! I'll ask the boys, okay?" He said and almost choked on his muffin [sounds wrong >.>] when she said the last part. "Me? Girlfriend? Gurllll you for real?" He said in a ghetto voice and shook his head. "I am single. And ready to mingle. And I have a lot of jingles."
Taz giggled at Joel fake crying and fake cried with him too. "Omg, I know right, like next thing you know Georgia will be Mrs. Brown omg!" She said and laughed out loud, though she was sure Andy and Georgia were going to have a thing sooner or later, if they ever got to meet again. They would make a cute couple. She could see it all in her head.
-*-
Outside, Taz ran far across from the shop, across the street and walking hurriedly away.
The voice in her head was deafening.
"You always fuck up everything. It's always your fault. Everything. You deserve to die. Everyone wants that, you know?"
She shook all over and felt that it was hard to breathe. She took huge gasps for air and continued to cry at the same time. She felt like she'd die.
And then she saw Joel.
He was standing there, a figure standing on the opposite side of the street. It was pouring rain, worse than before, but even she knew who it was. She knew he'd come after he because that would be his natural instinct. He just stopped and stood there, glued to the ground, staring at her. She looked away, wondering to run or leave it. But as she started to run he came for her and grabbed her wrist, not as much to hurt it but as much to make sure she couldn't let go.
"LET GO OF ME!" She screamed and he let go. Taz broke down in front of him. But it wasn't him - just the memories in her head all over again.
"Taz, honey, please don't cry. I love you to bits, sweetheart. I know you think everything is all your fault but it isn't. Trust me. I should know, I'm your mother. And mothers know best. I love you and I want you to stay strong through all this, okay? You're a fighter and you'll win. You heard me, sweetie? You'll win this."
Her mother. She ached to feel her fingers through her hair as she had her head on her lap. Her mother always knew what to do, what to say, and dix things. But she was no longer here and there was nothing Taz could do to bring her mother back. She missed the way her mother held her in her arms.
And then there was him.
"Taz, baby, I know you love me. I can see it in your eyes."
"Please...no...Logan...don't..."
"You know you want me to."
"No...no...NO!"
He was the oner person she thought she could trust. And even he left her. The old him did. And if her sister found out what he did to her, then everything would get worse.
Joel was still there.
She looked up at him, knowing he needed an answer. She sighed, not wanting to keep him waiting. She looked away. "Not here..."
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