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LoveIsALaserquest
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LoveIsALaserquest wrote:
Jesus you do write a lot haha. Is it ok if I reply tomorrow? I'm on my phone and I won't be able to write that much x

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Epoch wrote:
It doesn't help much that the font's huge because I copied it from my notes, haha.
That's fine. ^.^

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LoveIsALaserquest wrote:
Haha c: I will post as soon as I wake up and I'm going to try my best to match your amount haha if I don't I'm sorry aha

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Epoch wrote:
Don't worry about it, hun. I'm not that picky. Do what you can, and I'm sure it'll be fine.

Nighty night. ^.^

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I will do Jace's bit tomorrow, I'm just going to do cassia for tonight x

Cassia sighed as she laid in bed. All she wanted was to have mason back and to have him cuddle her and tell her that he loved her. She didn't know why he left her but it hurt. She was head over heels for him but he obviously doesn't feel the same about her. They just argue all the time now and she didn't like it, she just wanted to e fine with him again. She wanted to move on but she couldn't, she just kept comparing the guys she would get with to mason. She looked down at her wrists and sighed, she had started cutting again. Mason ha helped her a lot and she had stopped cutting but now she started again. Biting her lip she got out of bed and walked into the kitchen and sat down. She glanced over at mason "Morning." She said, trying to hide her wrists.

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Jace sighed as he layed in bed. He had just had a dream about him and Venus, In the dream she actually cared and felt the same for him but sadly he woke up. He didn't understand why she kept on hurting him, she knew that he loved her and she kept shoving it in his face. He wanted to be with her but he just obviously wasn't good enough. He got out of bed and put on some jeans and a white top that hugged his muscles. He walked into the kitchen and made himself a cup of coffee ''Morning.'' he said, glancing over at Mason and Cassia.

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Venus had her phone tucked away underneath the waistband of her pants, and every so often it would beep with the alert of a new message from Daniel. As she walked into the kitchen, she was in the midst of replying to him, the same expression written on her face. No smile, no little butterflies, nothing. She literally had no feelings for this guy, which she made plenty clear to him, but he still insisted on sending her those little hearts and cute little compliments anyway. She hated suck ups. She put her phone back in it's resting spot as she reached into the refrigerator and pulled out a container of pomegranate and cranberry juice, her favorite way to wash down the horde of horse pills she had to take every day. After one particularly awful gulp, she grimaced and let out a pained greeting to Jace. "Good morning, Jace. You look like you had a rough night." She half smiled at him, patting him lightly on the shoulder and leaning against the counter top. Her phone rang now, and she sighed, obviously irritated. She hit ignore, tossing the phone into the counter.

Mason watched Cassia carefully as she walked by, holding arms behind her back. She was obviously hiding something, but what? Did she have a surprise for him? He smiles bitterly to himself until he spotted what she was really hiding, the lines becoming more and more apparent to him. "Cass..." he spoke her name softly, willing her to talk to him. He knew he had upset her, but...not that much. Venus and Jace occupied the kitchen, the poor sap watching as she blatantly ignored the obvious. And Mason just watched as Cassia completely ignored him, went about her normal chores for the morning. "Cassia, I want to talk to you." he said to her, a bit more firm than before.

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Cassia looked up at him ''Why? so you can break my heart all over again mason? I'm done being hurt by you. I can't do this anymore! do you know how hard it is to live in the same place as you when you don't love me anymore and i'm still in love with you?!'' she said angrily as she got up and quickly walked out. She couldn't handle being hurt by him anymore, she was going to leave. He probably wouldn't care that she had gone anyway. She walked around for a little bit until she got to a park and went and sat on a swing, looking up at the sky as she slowly swung back and forth.

Jace sighed as he sat down, sipping on his cup of coffee. He looked over at venus, shocked that she had actually spoken to him ''Yep.'' he said. He didn't know what to say to her anymore. They use to be sort of alright friends but now it was just hard to talk to her. Especially since she always rubbed it in his face that she was with someone else. He sighed a little ''What's your plans for today?'' he asked, hoping they could get on for at least a little bit, It would make things a lot easier.

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can i play please

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Venus looked over at him when he asked the question. Was it the angle, or...? Just the way Jace was sitting, looking up at her. She examined his face a bit more closely, and there was something about the way his lips sort of curved around his letters, and his eyes, they looked so...sad as he waited for her answer. Answer, that's right. She was supposed to answer his question. She cleared her throat as an idea came to her, and his eyebrow raised in question. "I was going to go out to lunch with Daniel, but uh..." She swallowed a bit, turning away, her pride almost overtaking her sudden impulse. She sighed, and it all came out at once, "Jace, we haven't actually hung out or even had a conversation in ages. So would you like to go somewhere with me?" She fought back the blush that threatened to rise into her cheeks, and she coughed a bit, looking away and hooking her thumbs under her waistband. When he didn't answer right away, panic overtook everything and her rambling resurfaced. "I mean if you don't want to, that's okay, it's just that I...I miss being able to talk to you and...yeah. But like I said, don't feel pressured or anything-" He cut her off with a smile, and she suddenly wondered why that had even come out of her mouth in the first place. What was she thinking?

Mason let out an aggravated groan, and he had every intention to sit on the couch and forget about it. "You know what I can't do anymore? I can't deal with your constant nagging me about something I already regret!" he yelled out after her before she left, and when she did, he sunk in his seat, burying his face in his hands. After about five minutes of just seething at her and himself, he suddenly realized, what in the actual HELL was he doing? There was a troubled girl out running off to god knows where, who was quite gorgeous and he still really cared about? She just...didn't get it sometimes. It brook his heart whenever she got upset, and even more when he saw her wrists earlier. He pulled on a shirt, shoes, and a pair of jeans as he ran out of the apartment faster than he thought possible, running down the walk in a desperate search. Where the hell could she be? He finally stumbled across a park, saw her familiar figure sitting on a swing. He jogged up behind her, panting and out of breath. "Cass...Christ...what were you THINKING? You could have gone and gotten hurt."

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Cassia sighed as she looked up at the sky, thinking about how all of the good things in her lifes were either taken away or left her. She didn't have anyone, her mum had moved on with a new family, wanting nothing to do with her. Her dad passed away a few years ago because of how much he drank because his wife had left him. Things started to get better for her when she got with mason. he made the bad days good and she actually felt good in herself. Since he broke up with her she didn't know what to do. She had lost not only her boyfriend but her best friend and it broke her heart. Tears were pouring down her cheeks when she heard him ''I was thinking I don't care anymore. I don't care if i get hurt, I don't have anything to live for. All the people I loved have left me.'' she said and got up ''Mason go back home.'' she said and started walking away.

Jace finished his coffee and put his cup into the sink. ''I would love to Venus but don't cancel your date with your boyfriend. He obviously means more to you than I ever will.'' he said sighing as he looked down. He just wanted to be with her. He and tried hard to forget about her but he compared her to other girls all the time and girls never matched up to her. He ran a hand through his hair as he looked at her. She was beautiful. ''How about we do something tomorrow?'' he asks softly, biting his lip as he leans back in his chair.

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Venus bit her lip as he answered and nodded. "Yeah, yeah...of course. But, well..." She bit down harder and found herself sitting down in the chair next to his, toying with her fingers. When she said Daniel was an ass, which was quite often, she meant it. He's gotten...abusive, to say the least. Physically and emotionally. He always commented on her scars, and if she ever said anything wrong he was full of painful threats and promises. She sat quietly for a long time, wondering whether she should even tell Jace. He'd probably just tell her he hated Daniel anyway, that he was a jerk and she never should have tried. She sighed, coming to conclusion that she needed to. She had been holding this in for months upon months, putting up with it because...well, there was a reason, but she never admitted to herself of what it was. "Promise me you won't get mad?" she asked him quietly, her voice hardly above a whisper.

Mason sat there, bewildered. He just ran after her for twenty minutes, and this is what she would say? And then...walking away, basically asking to get herself killed? He caught up to her quickly, taking her by the arm firmly, but not so firm as to hurt her. "Cassia..." He said to her, his voice very quiet and slightly winded. He was tired of running and pushing her away, tired of the constant arguing. "Please don't. I think you deserve a better explanation of why I...why I left you."

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Cassia starts crying harder "Please tell me why mason. What did I do wrong? Am I not good enough? Do you not love me anymore?" She sobs. She just wanted to know. She didn't know what she had done. One day they were fine and then the next he left her. She just wanted her mason back, she wanted him to hold her and tell he that everything would be fine. "I'm sorry I keep running away mason I just don't know what to do anymore, I don't have anyone to talk to anymore because you were the person I would come to when I was hurt or needed someone to make me smile. I lost my best friend." She cried, putting her head into her hands as she sat down on a bench. "I don't know how to deal with my emotions."

Jace looked over at her and hesitantly took her hand "V you know I could never get mad at you. What's up? You haven't been the girl I know lately. I know we haven't been as close as we use to and I'm sorry about that but you know you can always talk to me no mater what?" He said softly. He was sad that he could never be with her but he wanted to be always there for her when she needed him. He would never stop doing that.

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Venus looked at his hand on hers, liking the way they fit so nicely together. She looked up at him, his eyes glistening with worry and concern. She looked away, feeling her eyes start to well up, but she bit them back as long as she could. Instead of answering, she stood up, pulling her hand from his to pull down her waist band down a bit to reveal her hip, which was hardly recognizable with the huge, incredibly painful-looking, blackish-purple bruise. There were strings of smaller ones on her sides, which she pointed out to him as she lifted her top to expose them. Scratch marks trailed down her sides and to her hips, like little red shoelace licorices running along her skin. "He...he's not...he gets really mad, you see, and..." She stopped, her breath catching as she finally realized how much this really bothered her.

Mason was horrified, to say the least, with himself. How could he cause so much pain to a person and not even care. He never realized just how much he could have meant to Cassia, and now, right in front of his face, she was bawling in hysteria and falling apart quicker than he thought possible. He nodded and pulled her close to him, just held her there nice and close until her breathing evened out. He needed her to be calm when he told her the whole story. "Are you breathing?" he asked as he sat her down on a bench. He held her hand in his and was silent for a second before starting. "Cassia, I didn't leave you because I didn't love you. I loved you more than anything, and honestly, I still do. But I didn't feel good enough. I felt like you deserved better than me, and that you could get better than me. I hadn't been able to focus on you as much as I wanted to, because of a lot of things happening with my parents. They, uh, got divorced. So I got really distracted, and I felt I hadn't been able to give you the attention you deserved. So I figured it would be best for you to either have all of me or none of me, if I couldn't take responsibility in being in a relationship, but..." He watched as she listened, intent. God, she was beautiful. "I never meant for it to go this far, and I'm so, so sorry." he finished.

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Cassia calmed down when he held her, her breathing slowed down and became normal again. She looked up at him "I'm sorry about your parents mason but you should have spoken to me about it. I know how you feel, my parents got a divorce so I know exactly how you feel. I wish you would have told me because I could have helped you, you didn't have to go through it alone. I would be here for you no matter what. I miss you. I miss the feeling of you loving me. I miss how you could make me happy by just smiling at me. I miss how you make me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world even though I know I'm far from it. I just miss you mason so much. I feel empty without you and I don't know what to do because you don't want to be with me. I.. I nee to leave for a while. I need to make myself better, I have so many problems I just need to sort them out." She said not knowing what to do. "I think I'm going to leave for a month or two."

Jace looked at her sides, anger growing inside of him as he clenched his fists in anger. He couldn't believe that someone had hurt her. He knelt down and kissed each bruse gently. "I'm sorry Venus. You don't deserve this. Where is he? I will sort this out and make sure that he stays the fuck away from you." He said and got up, putting his shoes on and headed towards the door.

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