Ecstasy wrote:
I stared longingly at both the girls.Though I felt un-wanted , it didn't mean I still urged for more knowledge on the particular girl that I had first encountered.A rush of blood cascaded down to my head.No.Not here , not now. I clutched my head , hoping that the girls wouldn't notice.Then it entered again.The buzzing sound.Ah..I remember it.Starts off faint , then wails like a siren in my ears until the sound is unbearable.One time , I even pulled some of my hair out.It had happened to me once before , when I was 6.I wasn't familiar with how or why , but every-body else thought it was just some sort of seizure due to dehydration.But I knew it was so much more then that.Humming..humming sound groaning in an endless loop in my head.The humming is new.Now..If I re-call right..The pain. OH SHIT. The pain.What the hell is wrong with me?!It hurts..so much..oh..gosh..oh GOD..I didn't care if they saw this any-more , I didn't CARE.For all they knew I could be a crazy girl that managed to escape the local mental lock-up.It's when the lights started coming in that terrifies me truly.White..blinding..and hot.Very , very HOT.Burning , in fact.I'd lost all control of my limbs.I tried to cry out but my vocabulary was limited , and my throat burning inside.My arms and legs obeyed their new master , one I was trying to fight back so hard.It probably looked to them that I my-self had joined the gang at the bar.