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Alexander looked at the other in the room. Marie explained that she hadn´t experienced anything out of the usual, expect for this meeting, which was about the same as his own experiences. He thought back to all the experiments that he had gone through, most of them while being awake and fully aware of what was hapening. All the diferent faces from the doctors and scientist that poked him with diferent shapr objects and other things that he was unsure of what it was, Alexander only knew that it had hurt a lot. You more he thought about the pain and what he had gone thorugh you more his body started to ach, as if all his old wounds sudenly was riped open. He therfore tried to push those thought away, even if he didn´t suceed compleatly, and he unconsonaly wraped his arms around himself.
Alexander instead did his best to try and think of the other things that had been around him. The people. He could remeber a lot of diferent faces, most of wich he had only seen once or twice, altho it was har to tell since they often had some kind of mask clouding their faces. No one of they had showed any emotions, no one had talked to him and no one had answerd the questions that he had a habit of saking as soon as he got the chance, and non of them seemed to be bothered by his screams of pain. Everyone but one. If Alexander though hard enough he could remeber one face that seemed to reapear mor ofthe nthe the others, the face of a man. As Alexander could remeber it he had acted like the boss over all the others, barking orders and taking a look at the result, but he was also someone that had talked to Alexander from time to time, not answering any of his questions, but talking to him in a soft voice and sometimes also explaining what they where going to to to him. The man didn´t seem to care much about him, but he atlest took his time to talk to Alexander from time to time, even if it was not always the nices of words. Alexander was just about to ask the others about it, but he was interupted by Oscar, that stated that he in fact coultn´t remeber the pain.
Alexander knited his eyebrows a bit in suprise but also curiosity as he heard Oscars words. He could still feel his own pain and he was sure that if he let go of the arm that he had wraped around himself his body would problably start chaking. He shook his head gently as an answer to the question. "No, I think you are alone about that" he mumbled out. Still thinking about it, ut must exist some reason to this, some explanation to why Oscar couldn´t remeber the pain and Alexander could but wathever it was he couldn´t think of it. He was just about to aqsk more questions about it, since it was something that was diferent between them, something that they maybe could get some answers from, but his attetnion was drawn elsewhere as he in the corner of his eye could see how Benji sat down on the cold floor, his body chaking, mumbeling something that Alexander couldn´t hear.
Alexander turned his atention towards the other boy. A small look of worry in his eyes, he had no idea what was hapening and he had no idea what he should do about it. So much was hapening at once, almost as if this was something the scientist had planed. Alexander threw a quick glance towards the rest of the people in the room, looking for someone that might now what they should do. Alexander could feel how panic started to rise within him, together with that warm feeling that almost seemed to consume him. He felt for screaming, not at everyone in particualr, jhe just felt a need for it in general. Worry that mixed with panic, fear and anger. All the feeling he had been feeling for as long as he could remeber, the feelings he had tried to supress and that now threatened to consume him. Alexander did his best to shake of the feeling, to supress the uncomfterble warmth that spread inside of him, almost as if it wanted to burn through his skinn. He was not the most sucsessfull at this, but he maneged to keep it under controll for nown. "Benji!" He said, in hope that the boy would hear him and snapp out of whatever it was he was experiencing. He did this with little hope, as Alexander really didn´t belive that it would work but it was the only thing he could fink of for the moment.