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xanthe shrugged and grinned. "I guess i'll have to be okay with it, won't I?" he laughed and took her shopping bags from her once she'd paid, and held her hand with the other hand, walking down to river island. "hmmmm, you're gonna look so cute all dressed up and pretty, with your new hair too." he kissed her cheek and went in with her. "yeah, it will be our first proper date. hmm, i'll have to dress all fancy and such for you. I can't wait!" he grinned.

romany frowned. "but what if you hate me once I ell you? that could happen.. I might scare you away and well it doesn't matter now because i've already done that and you basically hate me." she quickly shook her head as she looked over at him. "don't break up with tia.. don't do that. she's perfect and she's so lucky to have you." she bit her lip hard, trying not to cry. "bye.." she quickly got out the car, wiping her eyes. she walked up to her apartment.

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Eleanor smiled and nodded ''Yep'' she laughed ''Thank you, you don't have to carry my bags you know handsome.'' she grinned, loving the fact they were in a relationship and he was doing all these cutesy things. ''I can't wait. It's nice to have someone to dress up for.'' she said as she started looking for the dress ''Close your eyes or turn around I found the dress I just want to surprise you tomorrow night/'' she grinned ''Hmm I can't wait to see you dressed up all fancy, you dressed is it pretty brilliant.'' she grinned. ''I'm so glad today happened.'' she said happily.

Ryder shook his head ''I don't thin k I could ever hate you and you won't scare me away and i don't hate you I'm just confused,'' he sighed ''I'm breaking up with her because I don't love her, I love you.'' he said and watched her get out of the car. He sat there for a minute and then ran up to her, grabbed her wrist and spun her around before he crashed his lips onto hers.

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xanthe shrugged. "it's just something I do.. I didn't realise it was strange.." he smiled slightly. in a relationship he would basically do anything for a girl - with lana he had done the same, but she hadn't really appreciated it as much as she should have. "okay okay, go buy it quickly!" he grinned and turned away, waiting for her. when she came back, he smiled and shrugged. "i'll wear a smart shirt and everything, just for you eleanor." he winked, taking a hold of her hand.

romany gasped slightly s she felt his hand and stumbled as she was spun around by him, their lips now together. she wrapped her arms around his neck tightly to hold him to her for what seemed like an eternity as they kissed, the kiss itself becoming extremely passionate. she pulled away eventually and shook her head. "I love you too, ryder. I do." she whispered.

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Eleanor smiled ''it's not stange it's really sweet, I was just a little surprised because no one has ever done that for me before.'' she said, feeling little butterfly's in her tummy. She loved how he was treating her, like he cared and truly loved her. Most guys didn't bother doing the small sweet things. She giggled and ran to the dress and grabbed it and then paid. She thanked the person who served her and then walked back to Xanthe ''All done and good but leave a few buttons open, I like seeing a bit of your yummy chest.'' she said as she rested a hand on his chest for a few seconds before taking his hand ''Ok one more place I need to go and then we can go if you want, unless you want to go somewhere?''

Ryder grinned when she kissed him back, loving the feeling of having her lips on his and being close to her. He grinned when she said that she loved him too. He picked her up and spun her around, grinning at her ''I love you so much romany *enter last name here* please don't push me away again I am here to help and I am all yours, your not going to lose me. Tia told me once I would have to pick between you both and I choose you.'' he grinned.

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xanthe nodded. "lana always expected me to do it for her.. I thought it was just something I had to do, that's all. but i'll do it anyway." he kissed her cheek and grinned slightly, looking at her. "sounds like you've been checking me out, el, is that true?" he winked, tucking some of her hair behind her ear. "no I don't need to go anywhere else, so lead the way, and then we can head back to my place and order a pizza." he grinned slightly, swinging their hands.

romany smiled, her legs winding around his waist and her hands on his arms as she bit her lip, looking at him. "it's hard for me.. I cant explain it but.. I just.. i've never felt like this and it's so overwhelming and scary." she sighed, resting her forehead against his. "you can't chose me over her, ryder. you can't do that. you were going to marry her and everything, and she loves you. I don't mind if you prefer her, I understand if you do." she ran her hand across his cheek gently.

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Eleanor nods ''I don't know why you ever liked her, she is such a whiny bitch honestly I would have ended up punching her or something seriously.'' she shook her head ''I don't expect you to do it so don't feel like you have to, it's sweet you want to though.'' she said, smirking at him ''It is very ture. It's hard to ignore your handsome self xanthe.'' she grinned she said as she grinned up at him and nodded as she led him to the shop she always went to for cute bra and pant sets, she was in desperate need of stuff ''You don't have to come in if you don't want I just need some new underwear and stuff.'' she said as she stepped inside ''Is she going to be there there I mean is Lana going to have somewhere to go? if i see her I might end up putting my nails to use if she starts being bitchy to me.''

Ryder smiled ''I haven't felt like this either and it's an amazing feeling. I'm not letting that go Romany, I choose you not her. I don't think I would have ever asked her to marry me because I would have wished it was you wearing her wedding dress. I want you so don't push me away.'' he said and kissed her again, holding her close to him.

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xanthe couldn't help but laugh. "you're just as bitchy sometimes, missy. behave yourself. he ran his hands up and down her sides gently, shaking his head. "it doesn't matter if she's in here. she knows not to cause trouble. we've broken up on okay terms, and lana really isn't one to mess us up. she's not that bad a person. I just love you a lot more than I love her." he went into the shop, smirking slightly. "I will more than happily come in here with you."

romany sighed quietly, but then gave him a little smile, nodding her head. "i'm trying, I don't want to push you away, I want to keep you forever. I love you and I want you forever but I find things hard and intimacy isn't something I can do. and it's so scary." she rested in his arms still as he held her up, and kissed him gently, a hand either side of his face. her cheeks were tear stained but she was happy now. so happy about this, yet still so afraid.

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Eleanor sighed ''When needed, she was bitchy and hated me for no fucking reason. fine but if she says a thing then I will say something back.'' she said as she smiled a little, getting distracted by his hands running down her sides. ''She's not a bad person she just doesn't like me for some reason. You weren't there that time you made me and her go shopping.'' she said as he looked around ''I'm glad you love me more I thought I would never get to tell you how I felt.'' she laughed ''Surprise surprise'' as she picked up a few plain but pretty sets and then a couple that were a little sexier. ''Hmm there's an offer on and I need one more set, pick me one.'' she said as she looked around a little more.

Ryder smiles ''As long as you don't stop trying then i won't, we can go as slow as you want and I will help you with all of this Roma I promise. I know it's scary but once you get past the scary part it can be very beautiful.'' he said and kissed her softly. He pulled away and wiped her tears away ''How about you go find something to do for us tonight and I will go break up with tia so I can be all yours?'' he said as he gently put her down on the ground again.

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xanthe shook his head. "she only hated you because she probably knew how I felt about you. but she was nice to me." he grinned a little and shrugged, glancing around the shop at all the pretty things. he looked down raising both eyebrows. "are you serious? you're letting me choose?" he bit his lip and smirked, picking up a baby pink set with black lace trim on it. "I really like these ones.. but it's up to you, of course.. whatever you like." he grinned.

romany slowly slid from his arms, resting her feet down on the ground. "but you have to promise not to get mad if I freak out, it only happens cos I love you too much and I promise I won't be doing anything bad." she nodded her head and kissed his cheek. "maybe we can have a movie night like you said. I think I have some cheap pizzas in the freezer that I can dig out." she never really had dinner, she'd just drink, which was why she was so thin.

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Eleanor nods "She probably knew how I felt as well so tharts probably a reason why she hated me. Who cares though, we dont have to think about her anymore."she looked around and smiled a little "Yes im serious, we're together now so at some point your going to see what's underrneath the clothes and i want you to like what I'm wearing." She said as she kissed his cheek and grinned at what he picked "Ohh I like it." She said and took it from and grinned happily "Thank you for picking." She said and took his hand and led him over to the checkout as she got her purse. "Before we go to yours can we call to mine so I can get rid of all the things I no longer need aka alcohol. New me, new hair, new clothes, new boyfriend and a hell of a better life because I'm not dependant on alcohol." she said softly.

Ryder smiled "I promise you that, I'm going to do what ever to keep you around and keep you happy and I will do my best to understand. I won't get angry because that doesn't help anything. Just as long as I get to take you on dates and do all the nice things to make you less afraid?" He asked as he kissed her nose. "That sounds fab, I will pick up some sweets and popcorn and stuff on the way back and we can have a proper movie night." He said and kissed her nose "I'll be back soon yeah?"

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xanthe nodded. "I can't believe I never realised. now I think about it it is kind of obvious how you feel. oh well, i'm sorry I didn't pick up on it sooner el." he kissed her cheek and took the shopping bag for her, winking. "hmm, I can't wait until that day, I bet you'll look beautiful." he took her hand and walked back to the car. "yeah of course. i'm so proud of you eleanor, seriously. you're changing so much and it's so good." he squeezed her hand and got in the car.

romany let go of him and nodded her head. "and i'll try my best not to run away from difficult situations." she said and kissed his cheek, though the thought that she was in an actual relationship scared her, especially because it was with ryder. he meant so much to her and she didn't want to mess it up. "i'll see you in a bit." she kissed him once more before walking up to her apartment and going inside, letting out a tired sigh, not sure what exactly to do.

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Eleanor laughed "I didn't exactly hide it. Well until you got with Lana and then I gave up. I'm glad you finally realised though because I feel happier than I have in years and its all because of you. Don't be sorry, at least you realised now." she grinned at him. She smiled "You won't look to bad yourself, I can't wait to get a closer look at all your tattoos." She said and smiled up at him as they walked back to the car. Eleanor smiled "It's because of you zan, I want you to be proud of me not disappointed I mean I was going to try and stop even if we didn't get together to try and make you realise i loved you and stuff but now I have even more reason to stop. I only did it to try and forget the fact I love you and you had a girlfriend." she said as she put her bags into the boot.

Ryder smiled "I'm proud of you Roma, your doing brilliant already." he said and gave her one last kiss before he went to his car and headed home. He was relieved when he saw that Tia's car was there. When he went in his earlier suspicions were true, in front of him was Tia with another man. He didn't even care anymore, she actually did him a favour "Tia we're done. I want you to move out though." He said and then walked back out, getting in his car and driving to asda to pick up some nibbles for their movie night.

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xanthe nodded. "I know.. I don't know why I ignored it to be honest but it doesn't matter any more, cos we know how we both feel." he kissed her cheek and then got in the car, starting it up. he cupped her jaw in his hand and pulled her face to his. "I am proud of you. so proud that you're willing to change, and do this for me. it makes me so happy that would won't be drinking your life away. sometimes when I used to find you, i'd be scared about what kind of state you would be in." he began driving back, to her place first.

romany ran her fingers through her hair, taking a deep breath, she glanced around her apartment, tidying up a little before he came back, putting her dirty washing in the machine, and putting all the glasses in the sink. she went to the freezer and dug through it, eventually finding a couple of pepperoni pizzas. she put them on the side to defrost for a little while, rubbing her hands together. i her apartment was when she was most lonely. but she refused to give into the alcohol. not yet.

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Eleanor nods "Exactly. I'm really happy we are together now though because I don't think I could have gone on seeing you with someone else for much longer that's why I was going to leave." she said and smiled when he kissed her cheek. She blushed when he cupped her jaw, feeling overwhelmed with happiness "I'm glad your proud of me and I won't put you through the worry of wondering what state I'm in. I hate that i did that to you and it makes me want to stop even more. I will only drink occasionally like if we go out with friends or if we go out like we are tomorrow but never ever as much as that again. If it wasn't for you I'd probably be dead so thank you xanthe." She said and kissed his cheek "I love you so much." She said as she looked out of the window.

Ryder picked up all her favourite sweets and snacks and some pop before he paid and then headed back over to Romany's apartment. He parked and got out, grabbing the bags before be walked up to the apartment. He knocked once before going in "All done. I was right, she did cheat on me so I just said we are done and I want you gone from the house." he said as he put the bags down in the kitchen. "Come here." He said, opening his arms for her.

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