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Horcrux wrote:
Charlotte felt little butterflies flow through her every time he accidentally brushed against her and it was becoming hard to ignore but she loved Henry and she just had to keep reminding herself of him, and Robbie - the family she was doing this for. "its perfect," she rolled her eyes playfully as he mentioned her having contacts. "maybe if it's a good enough book we could get it published but only if we put our heart and soul into it." she nudged him gently before saving the file as it was.

Ryan could practically see his world crumble around him and it was as if Mila was growing distant from his reach. As she pulled him close he tried hard to stop crying, she would probably thing he was pathetic for this but he had never felt so hurt. "If you love me Mila things need to change, we need to be able to talk when things get rough." he tried clearing his throat, lifting his hand to move some of her hair behind her ear, "but I need a little space.. just for a few days to clear my head and just process this." he knew he was breaking and by the look on her face she was as well and he pulled her in for a hug.

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Ray gave her a goofy grin. "Hey, I put my heart and soul into everything, you know that. I'm an honest man and I do what I can for anyone." Oh he really knew how to play the charmer, he'd been doing this for years and it was so easy. He looked down at his phone and raised his eyebrows. "Hey, its almost dinner time. Do you have plans, or do you wanna grab a bit easier to eat?" He suggested, packing his things away and grabbing a hold of his strap on his bag. "Or I can walk you home?" He smiled.

Mila wanted to wipe his tears away but it was hard when so many were falling fomnher oen eyes now, so much thstbdhe couldn't even really see properly. "I know I know.. I know.. I just.." she couldn't even explain her words right now so what use was it trying to agree to talk more? She was useless. But it was like the world came to a crashing halt when he said that he needed space and the simple crying became a sob as he held her to his chest. "But I don't want you to leave.." she whispered, clinging to his shirt.

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Charlotte laughed when he flashed her a goofy smile, he was far too charming for his own good and damn it was working. "It's definitely going to get you far in life thats for sure," As he looked down at his phone she checked the time on her computer and shit she was late for taco Tuesday with Henry, "I would love to but I can't tonight, maybe some other time?" she said with a genuine smile as she packed up her things, "but if you really want to walk to the opposite end of town I'd like that."

Ryan was choking up and the more he tried to stop crying the harder the tears seemed to fall. The pair of them looked like a right state with the fresh smell of homemade cookies wafting through the air alongside them. Today was meant to be a happy day but the reality was that their relationship was in ruins. "Mila I love you.. I couldn't leave you." he managed to say, mopping up some of his tears with one hand as the other stayed wrapped around her. He could feel her tears seeping through his shirt and he wished he could make them all go away. "we can get through this we just need to rebuild our trust."

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Ray grinned and nodded. "That's the trick of the charm babe, keep everyone happy and you can get to very high places." He stood up once she was packed up and tucked their chairs under the table, tucking his hair behind his ear he looked down at her, frowning when she blew him off. But he couldn't be too demanding right now, he was going to ease her in to doing exactly as he said. "Of course I will walk you back, gotta make sure my bestie is safe." He joked, nudging her with his elbow as they walked out and began to head to her flat.

Mila was relieved but she knew if she ever messed up again, even with something little it was going to be the end for their relationship. She stayed close to him, the warmth of his body soothing her as Shen tried to collect her thoughts together. "I promise you can trust me. I'm done with tattooing, I'm done with that place, I swear. I'll find something else." She pulled away slightly sonshe could look up at him and though she still had glassy eyes from the tears, she wasn't blarting any more.

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Charlotte chuckled lightly and shook her head, "you definitely don't lack in charm Ray thats for sure," she flipped her head over to pull her hair up into a ponytail, a long day of studying had really taken it out of her. As the pair of them walked along the street together she laughed, "well I appreciate it, anyway when is the wedding again and what is the dress code?" she was a little nervous about having to get all dressed up but she was sure there was something in her wardrobe that would work out.

Ryan didn't want to let her go now that she was in his arms, even though he was hurting badly from what had happened. "Are you sure Mila? I mean.. that place is a really big opportunity for you to kick start your career." but he was torn, he wanted her to quit and never see Zane ever again. That scumbag had taken advantage of being her mentor. He looked down at her, running his hand along her cheek to wipe away any tears that were still gracing her skin.

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Ray walked her all the way up tonher front door, he looked like a gentleman doing it but he was marking his territory hopefully Henry would hear him through the door and let him know ray wasn't going anywhere any time soon. "I mean it's not jeans and converse but you don't have to go fancy pants. Just anncie dress and some sandals or something, oh and I like it when your hair is straight." He added, taking s step from the door and lifting his hand to save at her. "See you later Charlotte." He called before walking off.

Henry had cooked uomone hell of s storm in the kitchen, Tesco Tuesday was the best day of the week and he had mastered the recipe. Now thatbhe was home more it gave him more chance to cook for them again and he felt like he was doing his duties as a caring partner for her. His ear still pricked up when he heard voices and Charlotte came through the door. The food was in the oven to keep it warm and he was sat in the sofsm reading a book. "Hey baby girl how was your day?" He asked.

Mila was giving up her whole career here, but since calling off the thing with Zane she had noticed he'd been working her s little tougher and he had threatened to tell Ryan a few times too. Maybe she wasn't completely in the wrong here. Of course what she did was unmistakeable but maybe she was just a little too vulnerable for her own good. "Incan find something else, I can apply for other stuff, maybe I could just apply to go to university around here or something, that could always be a choice." She suggested.

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Charlotte realised that Henry had never told her how he wanted her to wear her hair so this was a little odd but she let the comment slide, "well that I can do easily, I'll see you later." she gave him a small wave before heading into the house, letting her bag slide off her arm and onto the floor as she kicked off her white converse. Making her way into the living room she smiled brightly at Henry before flopping down onto the sofa beside him to cuddle, "hey, it was good but my brain feels so tiredddd. how was yours?"

Ryan nibbled on his lip, trying to figure out what the hell they were going to do, "no.. I can't ask you to drop out of this just for our relationship." he slid his hand into hers, squeezing it gently, "stick it out for now but just promise that you won't do anything with him, or anyone else.. because if you do please just tell me. I'm not sure I could take another heartbreak like this." his voice was falling quiet now and he had finally stopped crying which was a relief.

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Henry put his book down on the coffee table and then lifted his arm for her to cuddle into his side. He was a completely different guy now that he didn't have the stress of working 60 hours a week and more, he had time for her now and he was falling in love all over again, it was amazing. "It was brilliant, they let me get off early today too so I've just been chilling with robster. Dinner is done by the way, I didn't know what time you'd be back so it's warm in the oven." He smiled and now kissed the side of her head.

Mila felt just a glimmer of hope, if she didn't have to give it up that would be brilliant but she didn't know how she was going to stand to be around Zane and his flirting ways that she couldn't seem to resist. "As long as you're okay sithhe,t I just want to make you happy." She shrugged. She had no more fight left in her any more, she felt defeated, because this was all her fault after all. She frowned and brought her hands up to rest on his face. "I never meant to break your heart.." she whispered.

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Charlotte loved how much happier Henry had been since getting this apprenticeship though there was definitely still a level of stress that they both shared about money. "I'm so jealous!" she responded playfully as she cuddled up close for some kisses. "you are a gem you know that Henry? let me just pull on something comfy and we can all gather at the table." before standing up she gave him a small kiss to the lips before going to the bedroom to change into this here.

Ryan wasn't sure he believed her when she said she never meant to break his heart, what had she expected? Or perhaps that was the point, she had hoped that he would never find out. "We can make it work, don't worry." he said before turning to pick up his now cold mug of coffee and took a large gulp of the liquid. He felt exhausted now, "lets have some of these cookies and just have time out on the sofa, yeah?" he asked hopefully. He needed to let himself calm down before he had another breakdown about the whole situation.

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Henry nodded, patting his thighs before he stood up after her. "I'll get all the dips out." He called and he went into the kitchen and got everything out of the oven and began resting it all on the table, taco Tuesday was make your own diy dinner type of thing and it was always messy and delicious. He lifted his head when she came out and grinned to himself, that tiny little waist of hers showing. He was a real lucky guy and now ray was out the picture, as far as he was concerned, him and chsrlienhad never been happier. "Robbie dinners ready!" He called, sitting down.

Mila didn't know how sure he was, he was saying all the right things but it was like any emotion was gone and he was an android or something. She let her hands drop from his face and she was about to hold his hands but he began to busy himself and she didn't know what to do any more. "Yeah that sounds good." She agreed and she picked up the plate of cookies as well as her glass of juice and followed him into the living room. She would usually sit in his lap but that didn't feel right so she simply sat at the other end instead, tucking her legs under her. This was awful, and it was all her fault too.

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Charlotte gave herself a spray of some Victoria Secrets body spray just so she was a little bit fresher after hours of grinding in the library she was feeling a little gross. Once she was back in the kitchen a big grin was present on her lips as she took a big sniff, "everything smells and looks tasty as always! Taco Tuesday was one of our best ideas." she kissed his cheek before sitting down and watching as Robbie came in.

Robbie was a lot happier since things were going better between Charlotte and Henry, plus his best friend was spending more time at home now that his job had changed so he got more attention. "TACOOOS" he cheered but gave over and gave his sister a little hug before sitting down and waiting for the go to tuck in.

Before heading into the living room Ryan downed the remainder of the cold coffee before taking a can of Pepsi max out of the fridge and headed into the living room. He dropped himself onto the sofa and he watched as she sat a little bit away from him, while it was odd he was glad she wasn't trying to pretend everything was normal. Picking up a cookie he took a few bites before smiling just a little, "these are probably your best ones yet Mila, you really are becoming a baking queen."

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Henry smiled when Robbie came out, he'd been worried about him for a little while but he'd come back out of his shell and was the cheeky chappy he knew and loved. "We all love tacos am I right!" He smiled as he loaded his one up and drizzled a hell of a lot of hot sauce on it before crunching down. "So what did you get up to today Charlie?" He smiled as he munched away at his food, he'd cooked some fries as well and he grabbed a handful, shoving them in his mouth.

Mila didn't like this, she just wanted to be in his lap and kissing him, she'd planned a rather romantic evening but that was all down the pan now and she didn't know what to do. "I don't know about that.. I guess it just calmed me down while I was waiting for you." She smiled over at him and shrugged reaching for the plate, taking one, but she felt more sick than anything else and she munched away slowly, keeping her eyes on the tv. "I'm glad grace is yours."

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Charlotte gave her little brother a big hug before they all started building their own tacos, this dinner time activity was always a little messy but it was far too much fun and it made them feel like a family. "well I was working on.. assignments for a whole bunch of people so I made some extra money," she tried to be a little sly explaining what she was doing, especially when Robbie was around last thing she wanted to do was give him any ideas, "what about you two?" she asked as she took a bite into her taco.

Ryan felt like his soul and spirit were completely out of his body and it was just an empty shell sitting eating a cookie. This felt horrible and he had no idea what to say or do anymore but he nodded his head in agreement, "Same.. means we really do need to get started on painting the room and everything." he took another bite of the cookie so that it was now completely gone and he sighed, turning his head to look at Mila. She was the love of his life yet here they were further apart than ever. "do you still want to help me with that?"

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Henry wiped his mouth clean with his thumb and licked its ginning to himself as he scoffed down on the grub. "Hopefully you won't have to do that for too long, I'm trying to save up as much as I can and I'm hoping the grant I applied for to the council comes through soon." Now that he was technically only getting a part time wage he was trying any way he could to get some kind of help, and he didn't want Charlotte exhausting herself doing a load of work for other people. "Well I've been watching a load of tv and Robbie has been doing his homework haven't you bud?" He smiled at him.

Mila was glad the conversation was no longer on how much of a fuck up she was, she didn't need reminding of therm she knew it was true. She lifted her head when he asked her and she tilted her head to the side slightly. "Do you still want me to be a part of that?" She didn't know where she stood with that now, she still wasn't completely happy with the idea of having a baby in the house but it was important to Ryan, which meant if she wanted to be with him, she would have to accept he has a child. "Wencoukd do that this weekend."

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Charlotte wasn't exactly sure how to work in the fact that she now had enough money to get them through the next few months comfortably but she nodded her head, "I know but I don't mind, its the least I can do. Plus there's a rich kid thats willing to be a lot for me to do some big projects." Turning to look at Robbie she smiled, "are you staying on top of everything even with this distraction being home," she teased as she nudged Henry with her foot.

Robbie didn't exactly understand their grown up conversation but he was excited when he was mentioned, "yes! I've been doing so well I got another smelly sticker today from the teacher."

Ryan nodded his head, feeling some of his soul return to his body as they were making a somewhat decent conversation rather than discussing their issues, "of course I still want you to be part of 'that', it is part of my life now." he laughed a little, picking up another cookie and sitting back to eat this one. "that sounds good with me, I've got time off right now anyway so I can prep the walls for painting and clear out the furniture thats currently there."

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