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Epoch Is A Laser Quest [rp]
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For me and Epoch :3 (sorry for not putting your name, I think I know what it is but I don't want to spell it wrong )

Apartment roleplay. One couple hate each other and are in a fwb relationship and the other couple are exs. They all already live together.

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Venus



Oliver


Ava


Seb

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Ava sighed a little as she sat on the kitchen counter, her head leaning back against the cupboard behind her. She barley got any sleep, although that wasn't a rare thing. She didn't get much sleep at all, her mind was to busy thinking of things from the past. When she was around Oliver in the apartment she just tried to forget anything she ever felt for him, to try and become emotionless towards him. And by doing that her mind filled up, and filled up until at the end of the night it was swirling around madly like a storm. The hardest thing about the entire situation was that while he felt nothing, she still felt everything she use to feel for him. She still loved him and every time he said something or looked at her blankly it was like it hit her all over again. Another thing was, was that she felt extremely guilty for leaving him. Part of her felt like she should have stuck by him, especially after what a mess he had been in. But when he opened his eyes after being in a coma for a few weeks it just broke her heart to see the man she was in love with look at her as if she was nothing to him. She knew that wasn't his fault but it just got harder and harder. The guilt was always bad, especially since they still lived in the same apartment. She had been looking at other places but she couldn't really bring herself to leave. Though some bad things had happened in this apartment some really lovely and beautiful things had happened too. Leaving would be like letting go of the love that they had once shared completely. She took a big gulp of her coffee and then hopped off of the counter and walked over to the kettle, boiling it once again. Ava loved coffee, if she didn't drink more than three cups a day then something was definitely wrong. When she had made her coffee and had resumed her position on the counter she glanced up and noticed Oliver walk in. She gave him a tiny smile ''Hi,'' she said quietly, never too sure how to act around him.

Seb yawned as he rolled over, his arm pulling the warm body next to him closer to him. He was confused by all of this that went on, he hated Venus and Venus hated him yet every other day or at least every week they ended up in bed together. He didn't even know if he hated her anymore, she got on his nerves, yes, but he didn't think he hated her anymore. But she did frustrate the hell out of him. He opened his eyes and glanced down at sleeping Violet. He bit his lip, they weren't suppose to sleep in the same bed after they had been together. After they had been together, one of them was suppose to leave and head back to their own room. Looks like Venus didn't want to leave my bed, he thought to himself with a little smirk as he laid back. He was looking forward to seeing how she reacted when she woke up. Although part of him wasn't, she had a fiery temper on her, especially first thing in a morning. He climbed out of bed and went to the toilet before he came back into his room and took a seat on his sofa, relaxing back into it as he waited for Venus to wake up so the show could start. He swore they would be TV gold with how much they argued.
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i'll be replying in a bit, i've got a dumb meeting with a dean to go to. <3
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i'll be replying in a bit, i've got a dumb meeting with a dean to go to. <3

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Venus had fallen asleep in the arms of a man she despised. Not the first time, but then again, those other times weren't exactly on mutual terms. She had fallen asleep after he had gone to wash up or get something to eat or something, something dumb like that. These circumstances were forbidden, this was never supposed to happen, not in a thousand years. Her eyes slowly creaked their way open, a small amount of sunlight shining in from the window blinds, causing the dust to be illuminated in their dance around the room. Wait...this wasn't her bedroom. She quickly sat up, her eyes meeting the messy bedroom of Seb, her clothes lying on the ground. She gathered up the sheets around her, even though she knew she was still wearing her bra and underwear, and felt her brows furrow and eyes narrow in Seb's direction. His gaze was smug, his little smile irritating her beyond belief. "What the fuck is this, Seb, huh? This one of your sick fucking jokes?" she spat at him, her tone a little loud and her voice a little hoarse. She had a slight Italian accent, very small, but her culture was still there. Her long blonde hair was falling in messy bedheaded waves down her back and to her waist, her icy eyes filled with anger. He was sitting in a chair across from her, shirtless and proud, and however good he might have looked, god she couldn't stand the sight of him. "You're real funny, you know that?" she spat again, picking up her shirt and standing to cover her slender yet curvy body, which was covered in tiny silver marks from a past incident involving her foster parents. "Jesus Christ, you could've, you know, woken me up? No? That didn't sound logical to you?" she said, angrily tugging on her burgundy sweater from the night before.

Oliver awoke in the midst of some strange dream he couldn't make sense of and barely remembered, but even so, he couldn't muster a reaction or a thought to go along with it. He looked around his bleak room, all gray or other bland colors, all simple all organized. Ever since the overdose some time ago, he couldn't feel. He had no emotions, no reactions, no way of processing anything. A switch had flipped due to the trauma to his brain, and it left him with all of the memories but no capacity to know what they meant. He lived his life in his apartment with three other people he knew were his friends, went to work the job at the bookstore he knew he had, and did his daily tasks he knew had to be done, but what for? He lived with Seb, Venus, and Ava, three very different people, but all the lot of them apparently got on fine. Well, except for Venus and Seb, who he could hear arguing a door across from him, but they were...a strange relationship. Ava...well, Ava was his girlfriend. Ex girlfriend. They had been together for years, since long before the recent incident. When she learned of his lack of feelings and emotions, she left him, but still lived in the apartment. They just had separate rooms now. He took the guest room, which, logically, would account for why it was so clean. He sometimes had to retrieve some of his things from her room, but other than that, he was out of their. He new he'd loved her. He really knew he completely adored her, but...he didn't know how anymore. He walked out of his room after pulling on some pants to get some coffee, which he could smell brewing, meaning Ava was probably up. He could see the timidity in her eyes when she forced that small smile to him, and as he was pouring his coffee, he didn't exactly know how to respond to her discomfort. "Hello, Ava. Are you alright?" he forced out, almost mechanically. He sat at the table with his mug and took a slow sip, taking in the bitter black coffee with no more of a reason other than to try to learn.
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Ava sipped her coffee before she placed her mug down on the side and rubbed her eyes, letting out a yawn. She couldn't help but smile a little wider when she heard his voice, it was always a bit of a comfort to her, it was one thing that hadn't changed. ''I'm ok thanks for asking. Just tired, as usual. How are you? How did your doctors appointment go the other day? I haven't had the chance to ask.'' she asked, trying to hide the caring tone in her voice but she failed. Even though they weren't together anymore she still made sure she knew how he was getting on and stuff because she wanted to know he was ok. He still had the occasional doctors appointment to see how things were going. She took a sip of her coffee and hopped down across from him. She wanted to try to talk to him again, to at least be friends but it was so hard to be around him when she wasn't sure how to act. Was she suppose to act how she would have been the overdose? Act happy and lovey like she usually would? or did she have to forget her emotions to make things easier for him? She sighed, once again feeling guilty. She felt like she should have stuck by him but she just didn't know what to do. ''I erm I was looking through my closet the other day and I found a box that's yours. its got photos and things from when you were younger and from when we were together and stuff, do you want them or?'' she asked, she wasn't sure if he would want pictures of them from when they were together ''I can take the pictures of us out if you like.. you probably don't want those.'' she said as she glanced over at him. It felt strange looking at him, usually when they were around each other now she tried to avoid looking at him because part of her didn't want to see what he had become, compared to who he was before. But today she wanted to see him, she missed his face. She missed him. She took a deep breath as she looked back down, having remind herself that things were different now. She often forgot.

Seb couldn't help but laugh when Venus woke up and started having a go at him, instantly blaming him. ''Ok, ok hold on now V. I was asleep too. I didn't tell you to stay in my bed, I didn't make you stay in my bed. I woke up and you were there. I was trying to be a gentleman and let you sleep, but obviously you don't like gentleman.'' he said as he stood up. ''Your awake no anyway, I only woke up a few minutes ago.'' he said as he grabbed a new pair of boxers and quickly changed them, not caring that Venus was there. She had seen it all before anyway. He then laid back on the bed and smirked ''Thanks for last night. The exits over there.'' he said as he gestured to the door before he pulled the covers over his head, wanting to go back to sleep.  He knew it would piss Venus off how he was acting but she was pissing him off by acting like staying in his bed was his fault. It wasn't. He wanted to piss her off just as much though so he didn't care if she got angry at him.

I'm sorry seb is so awful, its so small compared to Ava. So bad at writing a guy haha.
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Venus raised an eyebrow at him, "Excuse me? You went to go get something to eat. I fell asleep before you got back. You knew, asshole. Don'y play like some innocent little irritating child." she hissed, reaching down to pick up her shorts and pull them on, black ones made of stretchy material that clung to her hips. His next comment set her off all over again, "You're so disgusting." she said to him, shaking her head. "One of these days you're going to piss me off to the point where I beat the shit out of you, I swear to god." she took her phone off the nightstand and rolled her eyes at him again before making her way to the door and slamming it behind her intentionally, to try and wake him up for good, she supposed. Why did she even do this to herself? Was he her sick source of masochism or something? She sighed and made her way to the kitchen, where Ava and Oliver were having a conversation over coffee, which was a very pleasant sight. They didn't really have talks much anymore, but it apparently was going alright. "Good morning, people I don't wish horrible things upon." she muttered, reaching up for a plate from the cabinet.

Oliver shrugged at her question, taking note of the way her smile widened when he spoke. That meant something, didn't it? "It was okay, I guess. Same as usual, same doctor, same questions. He's been recommending a therapist and gave me something for the headaches, but that's about it." She nodded at him and carried on, a small pause between her words. She mentioned the box of things she found in her closet, which caused a little flag to wave in his mind's eye. "Photos?" he asked, and she nodded. He took a sip of his coffee and looked at her. "Yeah, I'll take them. Maybe they'll help me." he suggested, and she looked a little surprised. "I want to remember..." he started to say to her, before Venus came in, her body language appearing flustered and her words tense. "Good morning, V. You weren't in your room last night." he noted as an observation, and he could see that Venus caught herself before lashing out at him.

it's a-okay, girl <3
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Ava nodded, biting on her lip gently "You're still getting the headaches? I thought they had stopped." She said with a little frown, worry growing inside her. She didn't want him to be in pain. She thought he was ok apart from the lack of emotion. "Are you going to see the therapist he recommended?" She asked "Maybe it would be good to, to help you a bit maybe. I'm sorry your still getting headaches and stuff though, I never realised. I thought they had stopped by the time you had come back home and everything." She said with a little shake of her head, feeling mad at herself. She took the last sip of her coffee and nodded when he asked about the photos "Yeah, there are quiet a few. We use to take pictures all the time, we had one of those Polaroid cameras and would always take a picture whenever we went on a date or when we were bored." She said with a smile as she thought back, remembering all the cute photos they had taken together. They had both loved photography and they had a few different cameras between them so they were always taking pictures, be that of each other, as a couple or other people or things. Her eyes widened a little when he said he would take them, she was a bit shocked. She thought he wouldn't have been interested in them, she thought it would have made things harder on him. "You want to remember?" She asked, a clear sound of happiness in her voice "I thought you would have wanted to forget ." She said softly. That was another reason she had broke things off, she wanted to make things easier for him and she figured her not being around him and not being reminded of what they had had would have made things easier. She looked up and smiled over at her best friend "Morning V. Let me guess you ended up in Seb's bed?" She asked, raising a perfect eyebrow.
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Venus frowned as she rummaged through the refrigerator for milk, eggs, onions, and other things. She was a great cook, something she'd learned back home in Italy from her grandmother, and this morning she planned on making potato latkes, or pancakes, for breakfast, possibly some eggs or something with it. "Only because that piece of merde (italian for shit) let me. I fell asleep at three or something when he went to go get something to eat and he didn't wake me up. Who does he think he is? Whose apartment does he think he lives in?" She peeled the potatoes quickly, moving on to mixing all the spices, eggs, shredded potatoes, etc. together by hand, anger in her movements. Venus had originally purchased the apartment for herself, Ava, and Oliver, but took Seb in eventually, as well, one of her "moments of not hatred", or something like that. "No one asked for your input, smartass. Can't feel anything, but you can make a bitchy comment as quick as a whip, can't you?" she muttered to him, and they both laughed at her. Venus wasn't exactly the most pleasant, happy person in general, but mornings were always the worst. Not only was it the morning, but Seb had managed to piss her off more than usual. They might as well be a reality show at this point, honestly. "Are you two hungry? I've almost lost my appetite this morning." she asked over her shoulder, the pan sizzling and the scent of garlic and onions and cumin filled the air.

Oliver shrugged, "It's not too bad. They started up again last week, but not as bad as before." He could feel something in her voice, which he thought was "concern". He knew the names of emotions and essentially what they were and recognized them in others, for the most part, but when it came to himself, it was all a big, awful jigsaw puzzle he hated playing but was being forced to. "Don't...worry about it?" he said, a question because he wasn't sure if he was right. He shrugged again in response to her question about the therapist, "I might. I can't seem to figure it out on my own, so I might. Would you come with me?" he asked her, and the shock in her eyes was completely evident. He looked at her, a bit confused. "Ava, why would I want to forget?" She sort of just looked away and shrugged at him, not really wanting to answer. "From what I remember, I was happy with you. Why would I want to forget that?" he asked, but then was interrupted by Venus. He let out a little bit of a laugh at Ava's comment, observing the anger in Venus's eyes. "Wasn't that not supposed to happen? Ever?" he asked, his voice mocking hers, and he got a laugh out of Ava. "I'll take some of whatever you're making, sure." he responded, shaking his head at Venus. He heard a door close and irritated footsteps walking towards them, "Here we go." he said, almost amused.
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Ava sighed softly "well at least they aren't as bad as before, it was horrible to see how much pain you were in before. Have you got anything to try and make it better like they gave you last time?" She asked, her emotionless facade dropping now. The more she spoke to him she more she forgot to hide how she felt. She couldn't hide it around him because she cared about him so much. She shook her head when he said don't worry about it "I can't not worry, Oli. I always worry about you." She said softly, she really did. She wanted him to be ok and not in pain, she didn't want him to go back to how he was just after the overdose. How he looked then frightened her and she knew that she would never stop worrying about him, even if they weren't together. Seeing him like that had scared her and she wanted to make sure that he never ended up like that again. She nodded "It will probably make things easier for you in a way, I went to a therapist for a few years when I was younger, it does really help. And of course I'll come with you. Just tell me when and where and I'll be there, promise." She said with a genuine smile on her face. She really would be, she would do anything for him. She was shocked that he had asked her that though, she thought he wouldn't have wanted her to have gone with him. She thought he would have wanted to forget about her and what they had because it would be hard on him, that's another reason why she broke up with him, she didn't want to make things harder or worse for him. She thought it would be easier for him to forget, rather than be in a relationship he doesn't know how to act in. "I thought you would want to forget because.. I don't know I mean you don't know how to feel about things and obviously you don't know how you felt when you were wth me and stuff so I thought that maybe it would be easier for you if you just forgot instead of trying to feel and getting angry because you can't. That's part of the reason why I said to break things off between us because I didn't want to make things harder for you." She said as she looked up st him, meeting his eyes. She just wanted to be open and honest now. She couldn't help but laugh when Oliver teased Venus, a big smile on her face. It made her feel happy to see him like that. "Maybe he likesss you." She teased with a little smirk as she refilled her coffee cup. "V, you know I never say no to your cooking so yes, I am hungry and would love some food thank you." She said with a smile. She turned her attention back to Oliver "What are you up to today?" She asked. 

Seb sighed when Venus slammed the door shut. He was pissed off, it wasn't his fault that she had fell asleep in his bed. Yes he had gone for food but when he came back he had tried to wake her up but she wouldn't. So, he went to sleep himself because he was tired, both from what they had got up to and from the busy day he had had. He got out of bed and headed to the kitchen, slamming the door behind him as he stomped to the kitchen. "FYI, I did try to fucking wake you up. You sleep like a bear and you would have bitten my head off so don't be all made at me when you were the one who feel asleep in MY fucking bed." He said angrily as he walked to te fridge and got the orange juice out. He took a big sip from the carton and sighed happily, nothing better than orange juice straight from the carton. "I want some food too. Please." He said as he took a seat at the table, a small smile making its way onto his face. He was surprised to see Ava and Oliver talking, he knew things had been tough between them since Oliver's overdose so it was nice to see. "Oh and I'm not a piece of merde, Venus." 
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