Nelida wrote: I was just playing Tetris when Youtube played a song I don't recall ever hearing before. But I heard the lyrics so clear, and I was like...that's how I feel. Distracted me because I was just so awestruck by it.
Does anyone else have a song that can just hear and it has an immediate effect on them because the music or lyrics or what?
"Why, oh, why can't you just fix me? ♪ ♫ When all I want's to feel numb ♪ ♫ But the medication's all gone ♫ ♪ Why, oh, why does God hate me? When all I want's to get high And forget this so-called life ♪"
"I am so freaking' bored ♪ ♫ ♪ Nothing to do today, I guess I'll sit around and medicate ♫ ♪ ♫"
Yeah, I realized from the very beginning that I'm using medication to force myself to live. I really rely on them, and I hate that so much, but now I'm so afraid of what might happen if I stop taking them, or if I can't afford them all of a sudden...or what could happen?
Nelida wrote: Wow, she's beautiful. Not usually my cup of tea, but this is pretty raw, innit?
I love the chorus.
"I could be your supermodel ♫ if you believe ♪ if you see it in me ♫ ♪ ♫ ♪ ♫ ♪ I don't see myself ♪ Why I can't stay alone just by myself? Wish I was comfortable just with myself ♫ ♪"
Nelida wrote: Wow, she's beautiful. Not usually my cup of tea, but this is pretty raw, innit?
I love the chorus.
"I could be your supermodel ♫ if you believe ♪ if you see it in me ♫ ♪ ♫ ♪ ♫ ♪ I don't see myself ♪ Why I can't stay alone just by myself? Wish I was comfortable just with myself ♫ ♪"
Nelida wrote: ♫ ♪ Picking' up the pieces ♫ ♪ ♪ something more to believe in ♪ ♪ As you search the embers... ♪
♫ think what you had! ♫
♫ ♪ REMEMBER! ♪ ♫
♫ ♪ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♪ ~ Hang on ~ ♫ Don't you let go now ♫
♪ You know, with every heartbeat! ♪
♪ ♫ we love ♫ ♪ ~nothing comes easy~ ♪
♫ ♪ ♪ ♫ Hang on! ♫ ♪ ♪ ♫
~ <3 Ask the Lonely ♫ ♪ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♪ ~ <3
Not a whole lot of songs I love more than this one. This song makes me so happy...no matter what mood I'm in, unless my dad is dying, lol, this song lifts me up like the hand of God <3 <3 <3
Nelida wrote: @lapsivesimylly that is a really intense song. Very dark behind the screams and painful. Feels kinda like hopelessness in the music...it makes me need to listen to Ask the Lonely. XDXD
Music affects me way to much for me to hear these words very often and to hear that guitar in despair. They are waayy good to be able to do that.
ad0xa wrote: These lyrics really made an impact on me when I was about 21-22 or something. It really changed the way I thought about myself and like, my future.
And in general I really identify with this song XD how lame that may be:
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And you can tell By the red in my eyes And the bruises on my thighs And the knots in my hair And the bathtub full of flies
Nelida wrote: Ooof...never thought I'd be this person. That's pretty relateable, actually. That's fucking real. I think everyone has to learn this at some point. Cool that there's such a specific song like this. >.>
Whoa. That piano tho. I'll have to listen to this one a couple times. I think I like it, weirdly. It is weird, and I like weird. XD
Yeah, I love Natural Selection, too ^^ It is way brutal <3