Hazee1 wrote: beginning of 2020: i cared about how i dressed even though it was simple, always was doing something new with my hair and was always super into school and everything i did.
end of 2020: my style totally changed during 2020 (my style irl is a mix of y2k and streetwear and i would love to have a belly ring but im only 15 sooo yeah) and i think ive been internalizing my pain alot and its just built up and ive kind of lost myself emotionally and ive lost most of my motivation for anything and i worry a lot now about my future more than i should and that has taken a big toll on me.
TheWayfaringStranger wrote: Beginning of 2020: -I worked at a nursing home in activities (handing out mail, serving the residents soda and beer for happy hour, giving out prizes such as stuffed animals at bingo) -I was also living with two individuals with down syndrome. - (I'm from the USA and have only been to a couple of European countries). I had reached a point where I was extremely burned out, so at this time last year I planned to spend the month of April in France, Spain and Portugal. My last day at my job was on March 11, the world shut down within days of my last day. My trip was canceled. I was lucky enough to get most of my money back.
End of 2020: -It took me a long time to figure out what my next career/job move was going to be. I was very cautious because of being burned out. I started a new job on December 14th. -My way of coping with the world was to read and read and read. I've probably read at least 75 books this year. -I also went for a walk every day. It's important to get fresh air. -I tend to wear a lot of color and even own a green coat. -I also haven't cut my hair in over a year, so it's gotten rather long. -All in all, I'm hopeful for the future.
At the start of this year I was super optimistic and had lots of things planned. I was very studious and had motivation to do my schoolwork. I had made changes in my diet and started working out to lose and weight and to better myself.
End of 2020
This year was a terrible year for everyone. During, the lockdown I became more anxious. It's been very difficult to motivate myself to do anything at all. But I've also had more time to think, which is a blessing and a curse. I made the decision to turn over a new leaf and to start a new chapter of my life.
At the beginning of the year I was finishing up training/fresh out of school ready for the night shifts at the hospital... not too bad, manageable even....
I just cut my hair shorter this year... had very very few positive things happen, and mostly everything has been a disaster (due to personal reasons I’m gonna be vague) Lost some loved ones, got into some bad situations myself this year, and work had been a dumpster fire each day with more and more patients than the hospital can handle. And with the holidays, we have been over our peaks and I’m tired of everything. I don’t know what 2021 will bring but we will see.
Unterwasserblume wrote: At the beginning of the year I was really motivatet for my study to finish ist and to thing for it and everything was fine, want to use my bike more often
And then... at the end... just everything sucks and i don't have to leave my room anymore so yeah cried a lot and for what are jeans??
at the beginning of 2020 i had pink hair and often styled it like this, my clothes were colorful but i used pretty basic items and i got into painting again. At the end of 2020 i started layering much more, i shaved my hair in august and is now sporting a short mullet. I also started making my own crocheted clothes and have been wearing that a lot and really been experimenting with all sorts of hats. also my new go to shoes are my crocs lmao
Beginning of 2020: Confused, didn't have any idea what do with with myself this year, where to go, what to study End of 2020: More "confident" with myself and my style , Know that it's only the beginning for me and everything is going to be ok, thanks to the people that support me and my decisions
I knew that I would be dumped soon so I was so sad and miserable and I had big bad mental illness things going on. I was really lost in sadness in my style too and felt like I wasn't goth enough.
End of 2020:
I am in my first healthy relationship ever and I am very happy with him. I still struggle with mental illness but I have gotten more help and suitable medication. I have accepted that I don't really have a style and I just wear and listen to what I like.
Bimbo wrote: I really wanna join because the prize is so cool, but there haven't really been any major changes in my life other than joining the navy, so I guess I won't be joining this one...