Confessor wrote:C4TH3DR4L wrote:
If someone is really shitty I automatically get all damn you're so fucking ugly (thinking to myself, that is) but never actually express that. In the same way when you really like someone they become very beautiful
I can't help myself thinking that stuff but as long as I keep my mouth shut I allow myself to let those thoughts flow
I mean we are only human! I think if you don't say these like shit talking or say it to the person, but keep them to yourself that is totally fine and understandable!
I tbh feel a lot of guilt for thinking like that but I can't control it as much, though I wish. I know myself it is hurtful to be made fun of so maybe that's why I think like lol if I hate someone I want to inflict pain or something