You have not yet responded to the forum.

Here you will find the last 3 forum topics
you have posted a comment on.
+ add shout
Helmi
Why are mp prices so crazy.. YES I’m looking at you 🫵
0 | 0 | 0 | 0
0%
To join the forums you need to be logged in.

Click here to register your own account for free and I will personally explain to you how you can start getting your own fans and, making popdollars.
> Close
Helper
Forum
Startalk
Blog statistics
Friends management



Topics   Messages
20 of the 24 stars earned

Forum

General < General First | Previous | Page: | Next | Last
you are a ugly and that's okay
Bloodflowers
Popstar



Bloodflowers wrote:
Overture wrote:
i feel the same about seing 'i look fat' or 'i feel fat' and people are like 'noooO!!!'
like it's such a bad thing 
let me feel fat without having the feeling that im fishing for compliments or whatever
i gained over 15kg and when im like "lol wow ive gotten fat" friends are like "omg noooo don't say that !!!! ur so pretty"
but i mean its facts that im fatter than i was before but its like i make people uncomfortable when im like "i used to be soo skinny"

its the other way around too i wish i had more fat in my thighs and when i say "my legs are too skinny i wish they were fatter" its turned around to friends saying my legs arent skinny and that im not skinny


??? confuse
17
Posts: 28909
Date: 29-07-2020 16:39
Bloodflowers
Popstar



Bloodflowers wrote:
ouch wrote:
Bloodflowers wrote:
ouch wrote:
Yes I hate ppl being like no ur so pretty aha shut up shut up shut up it just makes me feel worse when its so wrong being ugly 
exactly !!

and also like if i get a really ugly haircut or something ppl try so hard to find the positive in it, no its just ugly lets be real
Yes some things/ppl r ugly but honestly should it matter, no, normalizing it is just better 
yea imagine how much less pressure if it was more accepted for everyone to just look like they do
17
Posts: 28909
Date: 29-07-2020 16:41
Bloodflowers
Popstar



Bloodflowers wrote:
Pavlov wrote:
Bloodflowers wrote:
Pavlov wrote:
u arent ugly lol
it's funny you keep saying that because you saw 1 picture of me from 4 years ago that i picked out myself because it thought i looked good in it. i also look nothing like that anymore
thats fair, but youre not the only one who does that
isn't it what this thread is about
17
Posts: 28909
Date: 29-07-2020 16:41
Account deleted




wrote:
Agree

If i  am in the mood to look like a queen, thats my mood 
if i an in the mood to look like a jerk, thats my mood 

and i dont believe that i value less or more based on my looks 
U dont choose how u look like, u choose how u behave  
so id prefer to judge me by my actions, not the way I was born or whether Ive gained a few pounds 
And if u do so, suck my cĂ´ck
Date: 29-07-2020 16:42
Account deleted




wrote:
Cheetos wrote:
Agree

If i  am in the mood to look like a queen, thats my mood 
if i an in the mood to look like a jerk, thats my mood 

and i dont believe that i value less or more based on my looks 
U dont choose how u look like, u choose how u behave  
so id prefer to judge me by my actions, not the way I was born or whether Ive gained a few pounds 
And if u do so, suck my cĂ´ck
this was nicely put so ye
I'll show up at school in all my sweatpants four days in a row and go home to dress up in nice clothes because I don't see school as much of a dress-up arena when you are there half the day, basically every day. I dress up for special occasions and that's about it.
Date: 29-07-2020 16:45
Private
International star



Liesz wrote:
Bloodflowers wrote:
Overture wrote:
i feel the same about seing 'i look fat' or 'i feel fat' and people are like 'noooO!!!'
like it's such a bad thing 
let me feel fat without having the feeling that im fishing for compliments or whatever
i gained over 15kg and when im like "lol wow ive gotten fat" friends are like "omg noooo don't say that !!!! ur so pretty"
but i mean its facts that im fatter than i was before but its like i make people uncomfortable when im like "i used to be soo skinny"

its the other way around too i wish i had more fat in my thighs and when i say "my legs are too skinny i wish they were fatter" its turned around to friends saying my legs arent skinny and that im not skinny


??? confuse
its like people have to deny everything you're saying right
and without knowing, that's not helping at all bcs its makes you feel like its not okay to be fat, or ugly or useless or whatever
I love honesty more even though it can hurt sometimes 
18
Posts: 482
Date: 29-07-2020 16:46
Winterdotter
International star



winterdotter wrote:
after like what, 19 years of pure self hatred ive finally started to love (some parts of) myself, and its so fucking amazing
14
Posts: 573
Date: 29-07-2020 16:47
Bloodflowers
Popstar



Bloodflowers wrote:
Overture wrote:
Bloodflowers wrote:
Overture wrote:
i feel the same about seing 'i look fat' or 'i feel fat' and people are like 'noooO!!!'
like it's such a bad thing 
let me feel fat without having the feeling that im fishing for compliments or whatever
i gained over 15kg and when im like "lol wow ive gotten fat" friends are like "omg noooo don't say that !!!! ur so pretty"
but i mean its facts that im fatter than i was before but its like i make people uncomfortable when im like "i used to be soo skinny"

its the other way around too i wish i had more fat in my thighs and when i say "my legs are too skinny i wish they were fatter" its turned around to friends saying my legs arent skinny and that im not skinny


??? confuse
its like people have to deny everything you're saying right
and without knowing, that's not helping at all bcs its makes you feel like its not okay to be fat, or ugly or useless or whatever
I love honesty more even though it can hurt sometimes 
i always ask "do you want me to be completely honest?" before i say something that could hurt someone's feelings. i just think the best thing to do is be honest
like for example if i wear makeup and it looks like shit i WANT to know so i can fix it dont be like nooo it looks good
17
Posts: 28909
Date: 29-07-2020 16:49
Bloodflowers
Popstar



Bloodflowers wrote:
winterdotter wrote:
after like what, 19 years of pure self hatred ive finally started to love (some parts of) myself, and its so fucking amazing
i am rebelling at 21 yo as i wish i would have done in my teens. but my teens were full of insecurity and pleasing everyone
17
Posts: 28909
Date: 29-07-2020 16:50
Juniper
Popstar



Juniper wrote:
I remember the first day I realized I was ugly to myself and not at all like what I imagined and I was like wtf world I could have had any face and this is the one I got at least I’m in the time and age where this is fixable 
18
Posts: 5462
Date: 29-07-2020 16:50
Private
International star



Liesz wrote:
Bloodflowers wrote:
Overture wrote:
Bloodflowers wrote:
i gained over 15kg and when im like "lol wow ive gotten fat" friends are like "omg noooo don't say that !!!! ur so pretty"
but i mean its facts that im fatter than i was before but its like i make people uncomfortable when im like "i used to be soo skinny"

its the other way around too i wish i had more fat in my thighs and when i say "my legs are too skinny i wish they were fatter" its turned around to friends saying my legs arent skinny and that im not skinny


??? confuse
its like people have to deny everything you're saying right
and without knowing, that's not helping at all bcs its makes you feel like its not okay to be fat, or ugly or useless or whatever
I love honesty more even though it can hurt sometimes 
i always ask "do you want me to be completely honest?" before i say something that could hurt someone's feelings. i just think the best thing to do is be honest
like for example if i wear makeup and it looks like shit i WANT to know so i can fix it dont be like nooo it looks good
yess exactly! I feel the same
but also when I make something creative like a blog or something for a competition, I always ask people to roast me basically bcs I want to learn!! And im not afraid of feedback, I love it

and sometimes I want people to tell me how I look but sometimes I know I look fucked up so then I dont need anyone to tell me hahahah
18
Posts: 482
Date: 29-07-2020 16:51
Bloodflowers
Popstar



Bloodflowers wrote:
Juniper wrote:
I remember the first day I realized I was ugly to myself and not at all like what I imagined and I was like wtf world I could have had any face and this is the one I got at least I’m in the time and age where this is fixable 
i very badly wanted a nosejob when i was younger
i've been able to afford it for 3 years now and i can go get it whenever i want p much
but i just think it shows how much i value literally everything else i could spend money on except for changing my face
17
Posts: 28909
Date: 29-07-2020 16:53
Bloodflowers
Popstar



Bloodflowers wrote:
Overture wrote:
Bloodflowers wrote:
Overture wrote:
its like people have to deny everything you're saying right
and without knowing, that's not helping at all bcs its makes you feel like its not okay to be fat, or ugly or useless or whatever
I love honesty more even though it can hurt sometimes 
i always ask "do you want me to be completely honest?" before i say something that could hurt someone's feelings. i just think the best thing to do is be honest
like for example if i wear makeup and it looks like shit i WANT to know so i can fix it dont be like nooo it looks good
yess exactly! I feel the same
but also when I make something creative like a blog or something for a competition, I always ask people to roast me basically bcs I want to learn!! And im not afraid of feedback, I love it

and sometimes I want people to tell me how I look but sometimes I know I look fucked up so then I dont need anyone to tell me hahahah
i hate hate when i can just tell someone is holding back what they're really thinking or like dancing around it
i should tattoo "i'm not sensitive, it's ok" or something on my forehead
17
Posts: 28909
Date: 29-07-2020 16:54
Private
International star



Liesz wrote:
Bloodflowers wrote:
Overture wrote:
Bloodflowers wrote:
i always ask "do you want me to be completely honest?" before i say something that could hurt someone's feelings. i just think the best thing to do is be honest
like for example if i wear makeup and it looks like shit i WANT to know so i can fix it dont be like nooo it looks good
yess exactly! I feel the same
but also when I make something creative like a blog or something for a competition, I always ask people to roast me basically bcs I want to learn!! And im not afraid of feedback, I love it

and sometimes I want people to tell me how I look but sometimes I know I look fucked up so then I dont need anyone to tell me hahahah
i hate hate when i can just tell someone is holding back what they're really thinking or like dancing around it
i should tattoo "i'm not sensitive, it's ok" or something on my forehead
ikr and I can basically read minds so don't fool me
I also see people posting pictures of themselves in fb groups and asking 'is this one nice for insta' or smth and sometimes I really really don't think it's the best picture, because of quality or just something else and there's always the same people responding with 'YES YOU SLAY' and I KNOW they mean it well but when those kind of people compliment me on something i cant take it seriously tbh
18
Posts: 482
Date: 29-07-2020 16:56
Juniper
Popstar



Juniper wrote:
Bloodflowers wrote:
Juniper wrote:
I remember the first day I realized I was ugly to myself and not at all like what I imagined and I was like wtf world I could have had any face and this is the one I got at least I’m in the time and age where this is fixable 
i very badly wanted a nosejob when i was younger
i've been able to afford it for 3 years now and i can go get it whenever i want p much
but i just think it shows how much i value literally everything else i could spend money on except for changing my face
I mean 
physical beauty means a lot to me guess I’m shallow idc
id do it rn but I don’t think my face is ready bc of my age 
18
Posts: 5462
Date: 29-07-2020 16:58
Post comment
Post Comment
To load new posts: activated
First | Previous | Page: | Next | Last
© 2024 Terms of Use