Fayy wrote:Saekki wrote:
i had a best friend from kindergarten up to 7th grade
we were kinda different cause her family was wealthier and she was an only child while my family was kinda poor and i had a little brother, and it was really noticeable that she was spoiled rotten
so everytime we played at hers she would give me the least pretty doll or i would sit and watch her play on her computer
we were both picked on by our classmates but it was mostly me bc she wasn't as "nerdy" as i was, but when we started like 6th grade she began to hang out with these ppl and they didn't bully her as much anymore, of course they still bullied me and she did nothing about it
in 7th grade they still bullied me but now she almost only hung out with them and always left me alone on school breaks, at this time i started to get extremely depressed cause i had no other friends
and one day, right before french class, i just snapped at her in front of everyone and said smth like if she was just gonna leave me alone all the time to hang out with the ppl who bullied me then she can leave me the f alone , cause she was still tryna suck up to me bc i was better at school than her and she always asked what we had for homework
she started crying and whining but i just felt that she could go f herself cause i didn't care anymore
cue me being depressed af for my whole 8th year and ppl being hesitant to approach me cause i was always pissed
Well, you had a very real reason to be pissed and depressed. Stuff like that fucks you up.
I'm really sorry to hear that you've encountered someone like that. I've never understood how "nerdiness" is such a bad thing and frowned upon. It shows character and that you are good enough as you are. And "nerdy" people are some of the most interesting people I've ever met. And honestly, even though it was in front of everyone and you were causing a scene, that was so fucking strong of you. I don't know you, but I got proud there for a moment. lmao. And ffs, the fact that she didn't even stand up for you. It makes me so angry. One thing is that bullies bully, but another thing is a friend not being there. She's prolly looking back at your friendship to this day and missing it because you were a real one.
lol you made me cry