devilcake wrote:
Well i've been crying all day and i'm considering dropping of uni with with like 15% of my last semester left because i have to do it all in two weeks and i'm genuinely unsure if i would have even been able to do it if i didn't procrastinate it, and ive talked to my supervisor about it now and she extended my deadline by a week, told me to give it a shot and if i dont make it we might be able to push my thesis forward to the next semester. But i think the idea of having to think about this for another half a year+ is part of what's making me cry non-stop now because this past year since the last semester started has been SO BAD because I've had this essay looming over me, cause even when ive kept procrastinating it over and over i'm so stressed by it that i can't bring myself to do anything else, so ive been incredibly unproductive with just everything in my life, hobbies, friends, can't even watch tv shows. And at this point i just really don't know what to do because it'd be so nice to just drop it now and start to look for a job. But there's also this very small part of me that's like what if i do get it done in two - three weeks?? and then if i don't i well have wasted a month of my life if i drop out. Fuck three years even you know?