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Alrdy am but iss ok
But schizo cus family uhhh , on top of dat, not epic fo me
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Date: 07-10-2020 01:14
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toraix wrote:
I already have bpd so life is already too Hard so i hope i dont lose my mind but i kinda want To end up in a facility where I would be safe from myself
I love the movie 'girl interupted' i really hoped that i would have been to a facility when i was underage and i didnt have to worry about how much it would cost and all that jazz
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Date: 07-10-2020 01:50
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GvcciGoddess wrote:
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i watched Joker n found it relatable which i know cringe edgy incel shit whatevr but back when i watched Split i also found that relatable. so. concerning? idk sometimes i worry abt what's gonna happen since i'm getting kicked out of the psych clinic and then if i believe i'm the antichrist and stuff... is that gonna end well u know. idk
I think everyone who has struggled with depression or lonliness or any sort of mental health problems found that movie relatable more or less. i dont think u should feel worried abt that
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no cant say i do
Date: 07-10-2020 10:30
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GvcciGoddess wrote:
im not rly worried about that cuz im constantly working on my mental health and ive been in and out of therapy since i was 13 and ive learned how to deal with it and how to live a functional life with it so got it under control at least to a degree where i wont totally go off the rails.

one thing i do worry a lot about is that schizophrenia runs in my family and it tends to skip a generation and it skipped  me and my brothers generation  (my moms brother has it and  their dads mom was the one who had it before that so theres a pretty consistent pattern of skipping one generation and getting passed down to the next) so that basically puts my future children  at a high risk of being next in line  and thats scary af cuz obviously i dont want my kids to live with that kind of struggle 
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Limbs wrote:
GvcciGoddess wrote:
im not rly worried about that cuz im constantly working on my mental health and ive been in and out of therapy since i was 13 and ive learned how to deal with it and how to live a functional life with it so got it under control at least to a degree where i wont totally go off the rails.

one thing i do worry a lot about is that schizophrenia runs in my family and it tends to skip a generation and it skipped  me and my brothers generation  (my moms brother has it and  their dads mom was the one who had it before that so theres a pretty consistent pattern of skipping one generation and getting passed down to the next) so that basically puts my future children  at a high risk of being next in line  and thats scary af cuz obviously i dont want my kids to live with that kind of struggle 
good for you. i wish i could get therapy
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Date: 07-10-2020 11:11
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kagura wrote:
i don't know. i'm kinda of getting better all the time, but at the same time i'm just slipping away somewhere
i just care less and less about everyone else and i'm getting just more asocial everyday, but i'm also feeling way happier than 4 years ago
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Pitbull wrote:
I was hospitalized during my worst episodes of OCD. I couldn't shower, I couldn't leave my room because I was afraid of everything.
I Really dont want to end up like that again. I didn't live, I barely survived.
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Date: 07-10-2020 13:00
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Marcelien wrote:
i remember when i was sick, i wanted to be more sick than i was. so i was trying to get like bipolar diagnosis, exggerated some feelings n stuff, and starved myself to have an ED. it felt so good when i got super down..

im super glad im healthy now tho. honestly feels a lot better. but i sometimes remember the good feeling when i got super sick n stuff. which terrifies me. im super scared im someday gonna hurt myself or somethign just cus i remember it felt good.

but i think im good. i always manage to get myself through those times without doing anythign stupid.
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kagura wrote:
i miss being sick, because nobody didn't expect anything from me (including myself)
now people want things and it's exhausting
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Date: 07-10-2020 13:07
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Marcelien wrote:
kagura wrote:
i miss being sick, because nobody didn't expect anything from me (including myself)
now people want things and it's exhausting
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Versailles wrote:
Trying everything to get better mental health. C-PTSD sucks and hard to treat. I fear to get worse (got schizo and bipolar type 1 in family), but I don't think i'll get here. If so, i'm striving to live a good as possible life. 
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Limbs wrote:
Marcelien wrote:
i remember when i was sick, i wanted to be more sick than i was. so i was trying to get like bipolar diagnosis, exggerated some feelings n stuff, and starved myself to have an ED. it felt so good when i got super down..

im super glad im healthy now tho. honestly feels a lot better. but i sometimes remember the good feeling when i got super sick n stuff. which terrifies me. im super scared im someday gonna hurt myself or somethign just cus i remember it felt good.

but i think im good. i always manage to get myself through those times without doing anythign stupid.
i just want to be ok u know
but since that's not possible and life is unbearable that's when i start dreaming abt being psychotic cuz i wouldn't have to deal with reality if i was psychotic : / also  bc i've tried to get better for so many years n i'm just not getting anywhere so i'm just starting to get very bitter / cynical & hopeless. 
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Limbs wrote:
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i miss being sick, because nobody didn't expect anything from me (including myself)
now people want things and it's exhausting
understandable, tho i personally never rly experienced that. ppl just kind of refuse to believe that i'm sick and demand things anyway
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Date: 07-10-2020 13:32
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Persona wrote:
i don't think about it in those exact terms, no
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