zuli wrote:
Ooh, she's sadly one of my best friends ): Worst thing is that I know I could (potentially?) have a chance with her bc she's pan, but still... idk man, it's scary and I'm always worried ab making her uncomfy
Ah, I think I could say a lot of things ab her: she's really full of energy and constantly bouncing around, one of the most down-to-earth friends i have.
She's lovely in general, she loves baking, enjoys listening to music I recommend her, loves reading and watching old movies... I think I could keep talking ab her for hours lol
I'm not sure if I'd risk it tbh, our friendship has been going steady for around 5+ years now and I really enjoy having her around, so I'd never want to lose her or make our relationship weird?
Since I came out I've feared appearing predatory to women I start to like, and I know that's on me tho, but it still makes it difficult for me to step forward
I used to be VERY nervous around her, and fortunately the nervousness is now bearable enough to just keep it cool, but my heart still flutters a bit when I see her
Last time I saw her was a month ago for another friend's bday. It was cool seeing her, but then she told me she was interested in one of her male coworkers...ouch, I guess? He kinda sucks tho, but that's not the point rn lol.