glowed wrote:Pavlov wrote:Pavlov wrote:
im just arguing with my brain about letting me enjoy life despite the fact that it really doesnt matter in the end
like there is no reason not to but also there isnt really any reason to either
i don’t think anyone really fully enjoys life
but u know. when u already have that mindset “either or” why not just. try to enjoy it
and things get shitty sometimes but at least you’re out here experiencing life?
what i do is just gaslight myself but that’s something i do not recommend <333
if you’re emotionally constipated maybe try listening to music u used to like or looking at old pictures, even the unpleasant moments can help you cry and feel relief in the end dunno
gaslighting myself is what im trying to do here