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it's not as fun as it used to be, too lazy to send in or upload items, no motivation, no inspiration, i feel like i'm wasting my time, takes too long, what if it turns out ugly, not happy with the end result most of the time
the same applies for drawing, my ocd kind of stops me from drawing/designing or doing things that bring or used to bring me joy bc i start overthinking after a while, sometimes i have ocd episodes and it's not fun 🙃 and it doesn't distract me