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thinking a bit too much tonight
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bee wrote:
i feel like its getting worse. first i was sad. when i was like yeah im gonna get over this. now i keep thinking about him. especially at night 
i really was not done with him
i just wanna... text him...
im not gonna do it but my brain is trying to convince me it would be a good idea to do net time im drunk, so i have an excuse for my behavior... wtf anna
kinda wanna know why he didnt like me the way i liked him
like at first he said it wasnt personal and he just really needed to be independent for the next long time. which is fair, he basically just got out of a two year relationship. but when i asked him if he could see us trying again in a year or two (i was drunk please dont judge me) he said he honestly couldnt. then it has to be a bit personal right? 
im tired of myself
i just wanna be with him no one other can do.......
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Date: 14-08-2022 23:05
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bee wrote:
its his birthday..... in five days..... should i dare and wish him a happy bday..... its on a friday anyways 
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Date: 14-08-2022 23:21
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Kofod wrote:
bee wrote:
its his birthday..... in five days..... should i dare and wish him a happy bday..... its on a friday anyways 
Don't do it.
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Date: 14-08-2022 23:30
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bee wrote:
Kofod wrote:
bee wrote:
its his birthday..... in five days..... should i dare and wish him a happy bday..... its on a friday anyways 
Don't do it.
really thinking i still have a chance here 
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Date: 14-08-2022 23:31
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bee wrote:
i would really like to go to therapy and talk about what happens when i crush on someone, and when my heart gets broken. bc i think my mind is unhealthy when it comes to that. i really feel like something is not right with me 
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Date: 14-08-2022 23:33
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Kofod wrote:
bee wrote:
i would really like to go to therapy and talk about what happens when i crush on someone, and when my heart gets broken. bc i think my mind is unhealthy when it comes to that. i really feel like something is not right with me 
But it's difficult to get a session isn't it?
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Date: 14-08-2022 23:35
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Kofod wrote:
bee wrote:
Kofod wrote:
bee wrote:
its his birthday..... in five days..... should i dare and wish him a happy bday..... its on a friday anyways 
Don't do it.
really thinking i still have a chance here 
In this current state you don't. And at this current time you don't.
Obviously he isn't ready to see himself with someone else yet, and you need to respect that. I get a feeling that the reason he has decided to end it is because it went too fast towards something more serious which he didn't want and didn't need.

The best you can do for the both of you is to have some space.
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Date: 14-08-2022 23:36
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Sylvan wrote:
Sobbing wrote:
stop putting someone on a pedestal i guess
they are human just like u

also remind urself that its just hormones wiring your monkey brain

this is excellent advice to anyone
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Date: 14-08-2022 23:37
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bee wrote:
Kofod wrote:
bee wrote:
i would really like to go to therapy and talk about what happens when i crush on someone, and when my heart gets broken. bc i think my mind is unhealthy when it comes to that. i really feel like something is not right with me 
But it's difficult to get a session isn't it?
yeah... and money too. and me only wanting one specific therapist and no one else 
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Date: 14-08-2022 23:38
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bee wrote:
Kofod wrote:
bee wrote:
Kofod wrote:
Don't do it.
really thinking i still have a chance here 
In this current state you don't. And at this current time you don't.
Obviously he isn't ready to see himself with someone else yet, and you need to respect that. I get a feeling that the reason he has decided to end it is because it went too fast towards something more serious which he didn't want and didn't need.

The best you can do for the both of you is to have some space.
thats true, i need to remember that
instantly imagining sending him a random message (intentionally) in a year and being like opsss that wasnt meant to you it was to someone else with the same name! and then we hit it off again 
idk why im so dumb 
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Date: 14-08-2022 23:40
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Kofod wrote:
bee wrote:
Kofod wrote:
bee wrote:
i would really like to go to therapy and talk about what happens when i crush on someone, and when my heart gets broken. bc i think my mind is unhealthy when it comes to that. i really feel like something is not right with me 
But it's difficult to get a session isn't it?
yeah... and money too. and me only wanting one specific therapist and no one else 
Then it's just even more tough, that's no good.
There was a long waiting list for this specific therapist right? I feel like you mentioned it before at least.
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Date: 14-08-2022 23:41
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Kofod wrote:
bee wrote:
Kofod wrote:
bee wrote:
really thinking i still have a chance here 
In this current state you don't. And at this current time you don't.
Obviously he isn't ready to see himself with someone else yet, and you need to respect that. I get a feeling that the reason he has decided to end it is because it went too fast towards something more serious which he didn't want and didn't need.

The best you can do for the both of you is to have some space.
thats true, i need to remember that
instantly imagining sending him a random message (intentionally) in a year and being like opsss that wasnt meant to you it was to someone else with the same name! and then we hit it off again 
idk why im so dumb 
You're not dumb. Not gonna lie, I've been there myself. But before that year has gone by you'll have moved on or gotten something different on mind and this summer will only be a great memory.
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Date: 14-08-2022 23:42
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bee wrote:
Kofod wrote:
bee wrote:
Kofod wrote:
But it's difficult to get a session isn't it?
yeah... and money too. and me only wanting one specific therapist and no one else 
Then it's just even more tough, that's no good.
There was a long waiting list for this specific therapist right? I feel like you mentioned it before at least.
yeah she has a years waiting time for people with anxiety and depression between 18-25. if i can get henvist? on something else i can start sooner, but then the expenses wont be covered by the government, and i cant afford that ahh 
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Date: 14-08-2022 23:44
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bee wrote:
Kofod wrote:
bee wrote:
Kofod wrote:
In this current state you don't. And at this current time you don't.
Obviously he isn't ready to see himself with someone else yet, and you need to respect that. I get a feeling that the reason he has decided to end it is because it went too fast towards something more serious which he didn't want and didn't need.

The best you can do for the both of you is to have some space.
thats true, i need to remember that
instantly imagining sending him a random message (intentionally) in a year and being like opsss that wasnt meant to you it was to someone else with the same name! and then we hit it off again 
idk why im so dumb 
You're not dumb. Not gonna lie, I've been there myself. But before that year has gone by you'll have moved on or gotten something different on mind and this summer will only be a great memory.
i really hope so... i am not good at getting over people
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Date: 14-08-2022 23:45
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bee wrote:
I WAS IN LOVE WITH THE IDEA OF HIM AND THE DAYDREAM OF US I HAD CREATED IN MY HEAD 
I KNEW HIM FOR ONE MONTH I DID NOT KNOW HIM ENOUGH TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM
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Date: 14-08-2022 23:46
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