ouch wrote:macandcheese wrote:ouch wrote:
Tbh I don't drink that often anymore, just sometimes drunk every day for liek 7 days (not the whole day cus I like to be productive first, then be drunk and then go sleep) for some reason honestly I feel better then like when I wake up than when I wake up normally (very weird) but now over summer its been hmmmmm only a couple of times, everyones been busy also but now everyone is not busy anymore mby so I will see what happens, my friend wanted to do smth this weekend so idk
do u like ur drunk bender or sober era more
Both, after a drunk bender I feel not sober when I am sober anymore
I thought it didnhappen to me anymore (I was crazy before but not anymore, angels, all that shit, eccentric brain thinking) but apparantly it does cus I don't feel normal in the brain right now and I am sober, except for on saturday some stuff in my system but saturday is many days ago uknow
hopefully I can sleep less again, sleep is sometimes in my trio of self destruct, just less sleep cus I don't like sleeping , 3-4 hours a night is good cus its enough to get dissociated
I like being drunk tho lol but I like being sober also, more so cus I like indulging in the junkie alcoholic life, but I like indulging in super healthy everything is going on track life also, just that one usually doesn't work out
eccentric brain thinking?? so it's not dependent on sobriety or not i see